Tuesday 2 September 2008 @ 1:10 pm
it's late and i'm feeling so tired having trouble sleeping,
this constant compromise, between thinking and breathing.
some kind of theraphy, is all I need,
please believe me,
some instant remedy,
that can cure me completely.
dearest world out there,
i am bloodyfckingannoyed. i got woken up by the "usual stupid lucid nightmares" and i can't go back to sleep. if i can wish for one thing, i would wish that someone would just gimme a potion or something so that i can sleep in less than 5 mins. i am extremely pissed-annoyed-angry-crossed-irritated by the fact that i can't go to sleep. i even put on a movie (like i always do to sleep) so that my eyes will get tired and soon i'll fall to sleep. but no, it has passed 53 mins and 22 seconds and i'm still wide awake. i even do the usualbadhabit/routine (even though before i fell asleep the 1st time i was like NO M, dont do it tonight), and i still can't sleep. i've opened the window and turned on the electric blanket cos its best to sleep in the cold weather under the warm blanket. i even took sleeping pills (and the last time i took it was ages ago during TEE times) but NO, it's 4.19 and i am still fresh. i want to sleep so that i can feel fresh and go full on studying starting from 10am tomorrow. argggggh!
Tuesday 2 September 2008 @ 1:10 pm
it's late and i'm feeling so tired having trouble sleeping,
this constant compromise, between thinking and breathing.
some kind of theraphy, is all I need,
please believe me,
some instant remedy,
that can cure me completely.
dearest world out there,
i am bloodyfckingannoyed. i got woken up by the "usual stupid lucid nightmares" and i can't go back to sleep. if i can wish for one thing, i would wish that someone would just gimme a potion or something so that i can sleep in less than 5 mins. i am extremely pissed-annoyed-angry-crossed-irritated by the fact that i can't go to sleep. i even put on a movie (like i always do to sleep) so that my eyes will get tired and soon i'll fall to sleep. but no, it has passed 53 mins and 22 seconds and i'm still wide awake. i even do the usualbadhabit/routine (even though before i fell asleep the 1st time i was like NO M, dont do it tonight), and i still can't sleep. i've opened the window and turned on the electric blanket cos its best to sleep in the cold weather under the warm blanket. i even took sleeping pills (and the last time i took it was ages ago during TEE times) but NO, it's 4.19 and i am still fresh. i want to sleep so that i can feel fresh and go full on studying starting from 10am tomorrow. argggggh!
