MADRID: Thousands of supporters of the Spanish national team have vowed to shave their heads if their side win Euro 2008.

helloooooo, spain:)

m : the manager is damn good looking (germany's)
s : yeah he looks like seth cohen
m : hah? that's the son you idiot
*both trying to remember the dad's name
m : shhh dont say dont say i know
s : aiyah MR.cohen lah
*then we both checked on google*
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i remember the other time C & I was discussing about my dad looking like SANDY cohen. so here you go HAHAHA


please lah
it is so easy to see
dysfunction between you and me
we must(?) free up these tired souls
before the sadness get us both

clee : I must be God's favourite joke
i think i ought to share the title w you, seriously. i expect too much from someone that is really close to my heart. all the time.

m: spain tonight!
z: why spain? i put 1500 on german.. hahha
m: 1500 aus? im feeling spain tonight but i dont wanna rub it in your face just in case
z: hahahha, ga lah i mean 1,500,000rp, where do i get 1500 aus from..
m: okay then SPAIN WILL DEFINITELY WIN TONIGHT!



so singapore on wednesday till sunday. i really do desperately need a getaway and this shall be it.
perfect timing to P.L.A.R., aint it C?

yet i am still so stubborn?
eepyn says: (10:35:52 PM)
miss you like shit..
eepyn says: (10:35:59 PM)
huh
eepyn says: (10:36:10 PM)
too used to having you around already
eepyn says: (10:36:15 PM)
thats what happens i tell you
(*)mesa// says: (10:36:17 PM)
believe it or not i actually do miss you
eepyn says: (10:36:27 PM)
haha..
(*)mesa// says: (10:36:33 PM)
what r u doing honey?
(*)mesa// says: (10:36:50 PM)
i feel that ive been missing out so muchh
eepyn says: (10:37:46 PM)
nope.. not really..
eepyn says: (10:38:01 PM)
we are al separated.. so not many eventful things TOGETHER
(*)mesa// says: (10:39:53 PM)
yeah exactly 
(*)mesa// says: (10:39:57 PM)
i miss out on so much things
(*)mesa// says: (10:40:45 PM)
and like usually all the small things tt happen we always talk to each other
eepyn says: (10:40:45 PM)
you know.. everytime i eat cereal it remindds me of you.. wtf right
(*)mesa// says: (10:40:49 PM)
awwwww




seriously this is the only thing that made my day:)
BOO!

finally i know how to make a collage, put up everything on desktop and printscreen! ha!

best present would be
just this, this exact red one
and one of the following, i wont be picky ill let you choose;





and maybe a couple of vita bangles;


greetings from kampung!
whitney and her yummy prada bag!



ten past eight am on a friday morning, i spotted a familiar white car just parking on my right;
m: open ur window! what the hell are you doing here so early?
e: its the last exam man, i gotta be early.
m: come inside my car. dont need to buy ticket. C told me (and i thought it really made sense),
outcome 1; if u dont get a parking ticket u'll be like "yeah i didnt get!".
outcome 2; haha i got parking ticket but who cares exams are over!
then i invited her into my car, to get our last fix, and so called "brain stimulator" (apparently proven by FS' parents and they are scientists) and to test ourselves with management.

E kept laughing at my abbreviations, but seriously thats how i learn. nothing wrong with "ATAPOSI" or "SPEDGT" or even like "C and S Can Go Pee" or like " F S Thinks Big" or even "MLD" which i shan't tell you the long form of it. anyway, then E kept on saying how we should go in and i told her "NO, dont go now. go when its close to time because youre just gonna be stressed looking at people reading their notes talking about management". and so we went out of the car at about 8.40 ish?

i met benz and i swear i aint sitting beside him anymore in any exams!
incident#1,
one of the adjudicator went down to talk to another one. (cos it was a lecture hall, and like you know the seats are leveled?) so i can see whats the two woman talking. and so it was obvious theyre talking about me, cos both of their eyes were on me. and i started panicking cos like wth did i do? i didnt even cheat cmon. then one of them came up to me and asked "whats in your ear?" cos i was wearing an earplug. and like she wasted 5 mins of my time and told me how i shouldve told them from the start cos some people use that to cheat?! and guess who was laughing the whole time when that happened?

incident#2,
i went to the toilet and came back. and as i said before because it was a leveled seating, and the fact that i havent slept the whole night, i went inside the wrong blardy aisle. and guess who was laughing too? i swear man next time he does a simple mistake im gonna laugh so hard! :)

after exam was library. no wait, before that i waited for Y and E to come out of their exam room and to celebrate with them the fact that exams are over then i walked to the library. printed my e-ticket FINALLY, and printed some few recipes. cos i was thinking the night before on the bed while i was trying so hard to sleep, what should i do tomorrow after exam? when am i the happiest? so this is basically what my note looks like on my phone.

-go back to sleep
-have lunch with girlies
-watch the movies ive missed
-city/garbo shopping

then again i thought to myself, i wanna do something for myself. by myself, have alone time. and going back to sleep is a waste of time and i can sleep as much as i want in the holidays. so i decided to satisfy myself and bake:) i went to coles straight after and it took me like an hour to buy the ingredients. 30 mins of it was going around asking middle-age-woman-housewife-looking moms whether plain flour and all purpose flour is the same thing. and no i didnt get the answer until i reached home and checked the internet, and yes its the same its just british call it allpurpose and americans call it plain.

i started baking at around 3 something, and finished at 7 something and i managed to bake white choc macadamia cookies, plain butter cake and banana+walnut cake. Y reckons that the banana cake is not bad, C reckons the butter cake was not too dry or not too greasy but her neighbour still makes it much better and rian reckons the cookies were yummy. and if anyone feel like giving it a shot, here are the recipes:



oh and my grandmother goes, "why dont you stop school go indo and open up a cafe? ill teach you how to make scones?" PLEASE LAH. and i am surprised that this is the first time she didnt complain about my mess. usually she goes "AIYAH WHY YOU DIRTY THE KITCHEN AGAIN!" but no, this time she didnt:)

saturday
woke up late again duh, when im suppose to be up at 11? but anyway went to jetty, for old times sake. and then dropped by at Y's to see her indiana yukon chan (ga said that she should get another puppy and name it "jones" so its easy to call both of them) and it was so adorable. after was kailis for dinner and sex and the city straight after. seriously, when would i get my own vivienne westwood wedding dress? or a perfect walk in closet? or manalo blahnik heels? or that purple prada clutch that miranda has? or that amount of LV (although i am not a fan of the new season)? or that amount of chanel bags? but anyway, it was a GREAT movie, costumes were great, many quirky funny bits, and heaps and heaps of sexscenes (no this is not the reason why i liked it). i still think that somehow devil wears prada was better? i know you cant compare them, but i still prefer the wardrobe in devil wears prada?

okay its 7.55am now and i havent sleep yet and im not gonna sleep (maybe only for an hour or two for power naps). i aint wasting my last day in perth just like that! S and C are having breakky now and theyre gonna call me soon for a carwash but its raining so heavily i dont think its even worth it? and grandma just ask me out for a yumcha, but i think im just gonna go on that comfy bed and wake up in two hours for last min shopping!

goodmorning kiddoes:)

small talk:
M: ma, can i go clubbing tonight?
GM: yah sure. just put the crabs in the sink outside when u reach home.
M: ????!!! CLUBBING NOT CRABBING

econs, accounting, legal framework done! dont ask me how it went, but the most important thing that it is done. done. done! only management left which is on freeeday and no more exams baby!

i didnt sleep the whole of last night (only like 15 mins of power nap) to study. that doesnt mean that ive studied much = do well for it. it was a last min thing, as usual. then went home went to sleeep straight after until like 4pm and i when i woke up i had the "where the hell i am what time is it now did i missed something" feeling. it was some deeeeep sleep. woke up, had dinner watched enews and top chef then fell asleep again on the sofa. usually ill be extremely pissed when someone wakes me up esp when im really really exhausted. but this time R did and he just needed to say "mes wake up,send me now" and i stood up straight the next second.

how come someone so annoying wake u up and youre so fresh and energetic suddenly?
GUESS WHO'S BACK, BACK AGAIN!
yeeeeeha that long-awaited thing that occupies the garage is back!

now i have to park properly, but who caress???

when i sent him off to the workshop, on the way back i was blasting "dancing in the moonlight"! seriously one of the highlight of the week! the happiness is probably equivalent to when i finish an examination!


PanJaL™ says:
at the end of the month
PanJaL™ says:
mes,
PanJaL™ says:
i think im going to bandung next month with most of my cousin...
mesa// says:
which month?
mesa// says:
july?
PanJaL™ says:
yes

szjhklfohshfuishdifuhiuwezncuiny usywdcxuiosydnicuwyinufdysifyd!!!!!!!!!!
thats how to describe what i feel

so i've calculated my marks and this is how much i have to get in the exam to pass my unit!

so basically i just go to pass it. and no, its not easy okay. why? cos i rarely attend lectures. and the times that i do go, ipod is on and like playing sudoku or just sleeping the whole way through. i havent even touch my accounting and economics ahhhh. and i just realized that they are the exams which comes up first. im so sick and drained!
M: ive never studied this much in my whole life before
E: true. you never actually started studying this early before

i am fuhreaking out i dont wanna repeat any units okay! i just wanna get this over and done with. i wanna do commerce in 3 yr max, ill take all the summer courses and shit and i wanna finish it fast. i wanna go UK to study something else. commerce just bores me!

soooo, my mom and i lately have been having a heart to heart conversation. everytime i wanna hang up she goes "nono.. talk to me first... study's not important you can study later, talk to meee". and i am going indo in like what? a week? she even told that she discussed w dad that they really want me to start working. opening a business (similar to my bro), so that i wont have to depend on other people blah blah.

few of the things that distracts me from studying:




Ga' we judge good people with our poisonous heart, and we forget, how valuable they were. says:
ok kool, im bored, tell me something i dont know
Ga' we judge good people with our poisonous heart, and we forget, how valuable they were. says:
=P
mesa// says:
i am going to plastic surgery in the next 5 yrs time
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
mesaaaa
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
plastic surgery?
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
5 years?
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
can i submit you to those tv shows


me: y i got chasing harry winston today. its the same author of "the devil wears prada" and "everyone worth knowing". weee, itll be the third book of hers that im gonna read:):)

y: i was gonna buy it here and show it off to you when i go back to perth





okay im gonna stop now
tata kiddies back to studyinng!

i am super duper pisssed. i inserted the memory card from my cam to my comp but it didnt show up. SERIOUSLY whats up with this freaking laptop. i have to get a new one, but on the other hand i rather ask for a bag instead of one. but anyway let me list you the faults of my laptop;

1. webcam works, but for random camwhores it doesnt.
2. memory card thingo doesnt work
3. i cant play any DVD, it will just freeze
4. the battery life is 90mins max, and thats if i dont open too many applications.
5. internet doesnt work at all, only firefox does

okay fine, fifth one is really unnecessary cos who the heaven uses internet instead firefox nowadays? but cos i can only think of four faults for the time being, and 4 is a NONO number, thats why.

small talk;
on the way to oriental supermarket with grandma&E. i randomly popped up the q cos we were out of topics;
me: ma what happens if i do drugs?
ma: you do lah. ill make sure u get bruises all over your body. ill take the big-wooden-thingy-to-hit-the-mattress and use it to hit you. i will not stop until everything is swollen.

i hate legal framework like crap. kev reckons that i should just not study and fail it so that he has a friend to do it next sems. please lah seriously, another semester of legal framework??? no way! so we only have two topics to learn for the exams but seriously, its a pretty damn huge ones okay. im sick of Donoghue & Stevenson [1932] case crap and im sick of the stupid legal terms. (omg, i actually got the year right!)

talking about disturbia;
mesa// says:
but the last scenes were scary right
15 reasons. says:
which one?
mesa// says:
and like the part when the china dude was in the wardrobe
15 reasons. says:
the one his fren took video of him kissing d girl?
15 reasons. says:
that was scary

mesa// says:
how scary if your neighbour was oneee??!!!!
15 reasons. says:
how is it scary to av such a hot neighbour?!!!
15 reasons. says:
u must be kidding me!
i am so bored i just finished watching "awake" for the second time (i watched it first w E last night then today we convince C to come to my house to watch it, n btw it was "fcking awesome", E quoted) and i shall start work on the dot at midnight. im just copying the questions from W's blog.

1. Do you want to grow old with
someone or be single?
what do you think? grow old with someone DUH! C goes" depends on who the person is. if he's rich he can grow old on his own and ill take the money after when he's dead"

2. what were you doing at 8:00 this
morning?
i went downstairs and saw my grandma wiping the kitchen tables. so i helped her then i offered to mop the kitchen. after doing that, i vacuumed the whole house and took the rubbish out.

3. what were you doing 30 minutes ago?
watching "awake", its a blardy good movee mate. seriously hayden and alba are both damn freaking hot. but besides that, the story line is so unpredictable!

4. what was something that happened to
you in 1992?
i remember a couple of years ago, my parents showed me this video when i was young. he was holding the video cam and i told him "no no dont take me cos i wanna pee". then i ran to the garden and peed. but actually when i think about it i wasnt 2, cos i dont think a 2 yrs old toddlers can understand those kinda things?

5. If you were stranded on an island
with the person you hated and without
food what would you do:
kill him, eat his flesh. no lah, make peace. see whether its the opposite sex, maybe we can make our own little population?

6. When someone catches your eye, do
you try to make eye contact or avoid
it?
again, depends on how attractive he is.

7. what color is your hairbrush?
black

8. what was the last thing you bought?
food from ipoh for dinna

9. how do u know when ur in love?
when i do special little things for the person unconsciously?

10.have you been to china?
yes, blardy guangzhou to company my mom on her business trip. the only good thing about the whole trip was that i get to spend some quality time with her one-on-one.

11. where do you keep your money?
inside my room, you know the first drawer on the dressing table? yeah. and inside there you'll found this stripey blue pouch. its in the first zip. if someone actually went to my room to look for it, you gotta be kidding me!

12. have you traveled outside the
country?
what do you think?

13.Do you wish you were back together
with any of your exes?
nope. what is done cannot be undone. unless arranged marriage,lah. which i will run away in the end if that happens.

14. do you like peanut butter?
not really no. i prefer nutella.

15. What is your motto on love?
"L" is for the way you look at me. "O" is for the only one i see. "V" is very very extraordinary. "E" is even more than anyone that you adore. sorry thats the first thing that came up on my mind.

16. The thing you love about relationships?
the touch, the sex. NO LAH. the fact that you can cook for them early in the morning or late suppers?

17. The thing you love about being
single?
nothing. my life is fucking pathetic now.
jokes. i dont know? E goes "you can masturbate without being guilty". HAHAHAHA.

18. Would you give up a dream for
someone you loved?
depends what kind of dream. american idol style or what? cos i actually gave up going to the Australian idol audition just to send my grandma to the supermarket. i love her alot.

19. do you wanna cut your hair?
yah i wanna go britney style.

20. are you over the age of 25?
no, but i like guys who are 25 n above.

21. do you talk a lot?
c goes "no but i MOAN alot"

22. do you watch The O.C.?
duh

23. does your screen name have an "x"
in it?
no, it has three instead.

24. do you know anyone named Kelsey?
yah. my friends' sister's husband's granparent's puppy.

25. favorite ice cream?
woah, alot to list.
gelato bacio.
cold rock everything mix together style.
cafe grande connoisseur.
gelare cookie dough.
gelare honeycomb.
crunchy bite size.
haagen daaz melon.
ben&jerrs chunky monkey.
haagen daaz tiramisu.
hyatt hotel rum raisin.

26. Could you date someone who has
been only your friend for a long time?
perhaps? i would try to avoid not to though

27. are you typically a jealous person?
no i dont care if my man sleeps around.
joking, i asked E whether i am and she goes "uh-huh"

28. Is there such thing as a perfect
relationship?
i thought there was, but things have changed.

29. name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "P":
pynnie

30. who's the last person to call you?
syaz. damn it again as usual. JOKING!

31. last magazine you bought?
elle

32. do you chew on your straws?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

33. do you have curly hair?
eepyn goes "yeah my nether regions"

34. can you dance like a chicken?
you really wanna see it?

36. last concert?
ELTON JOHN fucking awesome.

37. what is something you say a lot?
"FUNNIEST THING FUNNIEST THING.. nah nah nah nah.. eepyn fuck you. eepyn im gonna take this cigg and put it in your nose if you dont shut up now"

38. favorite color?
too many

39. do you know what a plectrum is for?
hold on a min lemme google it

40. do you have to work tomorrow?
nah. burswoods close, its queen's bday.

41. who was the last person you said I
love you to?
aahhh this is very sad.... i am very pathetic as you can tell

42. what should you be doing right now?
doing management

43. do you have a nickname?
yeeeha too many my friend.

44.Are you a heavy sleeper?
yess

45. do you watch tv?
what a stupid question

46. is there anyone you like right now?
which one?

btw, just FYI, C and E is right beside me now. so the answers are not 100% true coming from me only.

MADRID: Thousands of supporters of the Spanish national team have vowed to shave their heads if their side win Euro 2008.

helloooooo, spain:)

m : the manager is damn good looking (germany's)
s : yeah he looks like seth cohen
m : hah? that's the son you idiot
*both trying to remember the dad's name
m : shhh dont say dont say i know
s : aiyah MR.cohen lah
*then we both checked on google*
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i remember the other time C & I was discussing about my dad looking like SANDY cohen. so here you go HAHAHA


please lah
it is so easy to see
dysfunction between you and me
we must(?) free up these tired souls
before the sadness get us both

clee : I must be God's favourite joke
i think i ought to share the title w you, seriously. i expect too much from someone that is really close to my heart. all the time.

m: spain tonight!
z: why spain? i put 1500 on german.. hahha
m: 1500 aus? im feeling spain tonight but i dont wanna rub it in your face just in case
z: hahahha, ga lah i mean 1,500,000rp, where do i get 1500 aus from..
m: okay then SPAIN WILL DEFINITELY WIN TONIGHT!



so singapore on wednesday till sunday. i really do desperately need a getaway and this shall be it.
perfect timing to P.L.A.R., aint it C?

yet i am still so stubborn?
eepyn says: (10:35:52 PM)
miss you like shit..
eepyn says: (10:35:59 PM)
huh
eepyn says: (10:36:10 PM)
too used to having you around already
eepyn says: (10:36:15 PM)
thats what happens i tell you
(*)mesa// says: (10:36:17 PM)
believe it or not i actually do miss you
eepyn says: (10:36:27 PM)
haha..
(*)mesa// says: (10:36:33 PM)
what r u doing honey?
(*)mesa// says: (10:36:50 PM)
i feel that ive been missing out so muchh
eepyn says: (10:37:46 PM)
nope.. not really..
eepyn says: (10:38:01 PM)
we are al separated.. so not many eventful things TOGETHER
(*)mesa// says: (10:39:53 PM)
yeah exactly 
(*)mesa// says: (10:39:57 PM)
i miss out on so much things
(*)mesa// says: (10:40:45 PM)
and like usually all the small things tt happen we always talk to each other
eepyn says: (10:40:45 PM)
you know.. everytime i eat cereal it remindds me of you.. wtf right
(*)mesa// says: (10:40:49 PM)
awwwww




seriously this is the only thing that made my day:)
BOO!

finally i know how to make a collage, put up everything on desktop and printscreen! ha!

best present would be
just this, this exact red one
and one of the following, i wont be picky ill let you choose;





and maybe a couple of vita bangles;


greetings from kampung!
whitney and her yummy prada bag!



ten past eight am on a friday morning, i spotted a familiar white car just parking on my right;
m: open ur window! what the hell are you doing here so early?
e: its the last exam man, i gotta be early.
m: come inside my car. dont need to buy ticket. C told me (and i thought it really made sense),
outcome 1; if u dont get a parking ticket u'll be like "yeah i didnt get!".
outcome 2; haha i got parking ticket but who cares exams are over!
then i invited her into my car, to get our last fix, and so called "brain stimulator" (apparently proven by FS' parents and they are scientists) and to test ourselves with management.

E kept laughing at my abbreviations, but seriously thats how i learn. nothing wrong with "ATAPOSI" or "SPEDGT" or even like "C and S Can Go Pee" or like " F S Thinks Big" or even "MLD" which i shan't tell you the long form of it. anyway, then E kept on saying how we should go in and i told her "NO, dont go now. go when its close to time because youre just gonna be stressed looking at people reading their notes talking about management". and so we went out of the car at about 8.40 ish?

i met benz and i swear i aint sitting beside him anymore in any exams!
incident#1,
one of the adjudicator went down to talk to another one. (cos it was a lecture hall, and like you know the seats are leveled?) so i can see whats the two woman talking. and so it was obvious theyre talking about me, cos both of their eyes were on me. and i started panicking cos like wth did i do? i didnt even cheat cmon. then one of them came up to me and asked "whats in your ear?" cos i was wearing an earplug. and like she wasted 5 mins of my time and told me how i shouldve told them from the start cos some people use that to cheat?! and guess who was laughing the whole time when that happened?

incident#2,
i went to the toilet and came back. and as i said before because it was a leveled seating, and the fact that i havent slept the whole night, i went inside the wrong blardy aisle. and guess who was laughing too? i swear man next time he does a simple mistake im gonna laugh so hard! :)

after exam was library. no wait, before that i waited for Y and E to come out of their exam room and to celebrate with them the fact that exams are over then i walked to the library. printed my e-ticket FINALLY, and printed some few recipes. cos i was thinking the night before on the bed while i was trying so hard to sleep, what should i do tomorrow after exam? when am i the happiest? so this is basically what my note looks like on my phone.

-go back to sleep
-have lunch with girlies
-watch the movies ive missed
-city/garbo shopping

then again i thought to myself, i wanna do something for myself. by myself, have alone time. and going back to sleep is a waste of time and i can sleep as much as i want in the holidays. so i decided to satisfy myself and bake:) i went to coles straight after and it took me like an hour to buy the ingredients. 30 mins of it was going around asking middle-age-woman-housewife-looking moms whether plain flour and all purpose flour is the same thing. and no i didnt get the answer until i reached home and checked the internet, and yes its the same its just british call it allpurpose and americans call it plain.

i started baking at around 3 something, and finished at 7 something and i managed to bake white choc macadamia cookies, plain butter cake and banana+walnut cake. Y reckons that the banana cake is not bad, C reckons the butter cake was not too dry or not too greasy but her neighbour still makes it much better and rian reckons the cookies were yummy. and if anyone feel like giving it a shot, here are the recipes:



oh and my grandmother goes, "why dont you stop school go indo and open up a cafe? ill teach you how to make scones?" PLEASE LAH. and i am surprised that this is the first time she didnt complain about my mess. usually she goes "AIYAH WHY YOU DIRTY THE KITCHEN AGAIN!" but no, this time she didnt:)

saturday
woke up late again duh, when im suppose to be up at 11? but anyway went to jetty, for old times sake. and then dropped by at Y's to see her indiana yukon chan (ga said that she should get another puppy and name it "jones" so its easy to call both of them) and it was so adorable. after was kailis for dinner and sex and the city straight after. seriously, when would i get my own vivienne westwood wedding dress? or a perfect walk in closet? or manalo blahnik heels? or that purple prada clutch that miranda has? or that amount of LV (although i am not a fan of the new season)? or that amount of chanel bags? but anyway, it was a GREAT movie, costumes were great, many quirky funny bits, and heaps and heaps of sexscenes (no this is not the reason why i liked it). i still think that somehow devil wears prada was better? i know you cant compare them, but i still prefer the wardrobe in devil wears prada?

okay its 7.55am now and i havent sleep yet and im not gonna sleep (maybe only for an hour or two for power naps). i aint wasting my last day in perth just like that! S and C are having breakky now and theyre gonna call me soon for a carwash but its raining so heavily i dont think its even worth it? and grandma just ask me out for a yumcha, but i think im just gonna go on that comfy bed and wake up in two hours for last min shopping!

goodmorning kiddoes:)

small talk:
M: ma, can i go clubbing tonight?
GM: yah sure. just put the crabs in the sink outside when u reach home.
M: ????!!! CLUBBING NOT CRABBING

econs, accounting, legal framework done! dont ask me how it went, but the most important thing that it is done. done. done! only management left which is on freeeday and no more exams baby!

i didnt sleep the whole of last night (only like 15 mins of power nap) to study. that doesnt mean that ive studied much = do well for it. it was a last min thing, as usual. then went home went to sleeep straight after until like 4pm and i when i woke up i had the "where the hell i am what time is it now did i missed something" feeling. it was some deeeeep sleep. woke up, had dinner watched enews and top chef then fell asleep again on the sofa. usually ill be extremely pissed when someone wakes me up esp when im really really exhausted. but this time R did and he just needed to say "mes wake up,send me now" and i stood up straight the next second.

how come someone so annoying wake u up and youre so fresh and energetic suddenly?
GUESS WHO'S BACK, BACK AGAIN!
yeeeeeha that long-awaited thing that occupies the garage is back!

now i have to park properly, but who caress???

when i sent him off to the workshop, on the way back i was blasting "dancing in the moonlight"! seriously one of the highlight of the week! the happiness is probably equivalent to when i finish an examination!


PanJaL™ says:
at the end of the month
PanJaL™ says:
mes,
PanJaL™ says:
i think im going to bandung next month with most of my cousin...
mesa// says:
which month?
mesa// says:
july?
PanJaL™ says:
yes

szjhklfohshfuishdifuhiuwezncuiny usywdcxuiosydnicuwyinufdysifyd!!!!!!!!!!
thats how to describe what i feel

so i've calculated my marks and this is how much i have to get in the exam to pass my unit!

so basically i just go to pass it. and no, its not easy okay. why? cos i rarely attend lectures. and the times that i do go, ipod is on and like playing sudoku or just sleeping the whole way through. i havent even touch my accounting and economics ahhhh. and i just realized that they are the exams which comes up first. im so sick and drained!
M: ive never studied this much in my whole life before
E: true. you never actually started studying this early before

i am fuhreaking out i dont wanna repeat any units okay! i just wanna get this over and done with. i wanna do commerce in 3 yr max, ill take all the summer courses and shit and i wanna finish it fast. i wanna go UK to study something else. commerce just bores me!

soooo, my mom and i lately have been having a heart to heart conversation. everytime i wanna hang up she goes "nono.. talk to me first... study's not important you can study later, talk to meee". and i am going indo in like what? a week? she even told that she discussed w dad that they really want me to start working. opening a business (similar to my bro), so that i wont have to depend on other people blah blah.

few of the things that distracts me from studying:




Ga' we judge good people with our poisonous heart, and we forget, how valuable they were. says:
ok kool, im bored, tell me something i dont know
Ga' we judge good people with our poisonous heart, and we forget, how valuable they were. says:
=P
mesa// says:
i am going to plastic surgery in the next 5 yrs time
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
mesaaaa
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
plastic surgery?
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
5 years?
Ga' fuck fessing up, lets just run. says:
can i submit you to those tv shows


me: y i got chasing harry winston today. its the same author of "the devil wears prada" and "everyone worth knowing". weee, itll be the third book of hers that im gonna read:):)

y: i was gonna buy it here and show it off to you when i go back to perth





okay im gonna stop now
tata kiddies back to studyinng!

i am super duper pisssed. i inserted the memory card from my cam to my comp but it didnt show up. SERIOUSLY whats up with this freaking laptop. i have to get a new one, but on the other hand i rather ask for a bag instead of one. but anyway let me list you the faults of my laptop;

1. webcam works, but for random camwhores it doesnt.
2. memory card thingo doesnt work
3. i cant play any DVD, it will just freeze
4. the battery life is 90mins max, and thats if i dont open too many applications.
5. internet doesnt work at all, only firefox does

okay fine, fifth one is really unnecessary cos who the heaven uses internet instead firefox nowadays? but cos i can only think of four faults for the time being, and 4 is a NONO number, thats why.

small talk;
on the way to oriental supermarket with grandma&E. i randomly popped up the q cos we were out of topics;
me: ma what happens if i do drugs?
ma: you do lah. ill make sure u get bruises all over your body. ill take the big-wooden-thingy-to-hit-the-mattress and use it to hit you. i will not stop until everything is swollen.

i hate legal framework like crap. kev reckons that i should just not study and fail it so that he has a friend to do it next sems. please lah seriously, another semester of legal framework??? no way! so we only have two topics to learn for the exams but seriously, its a pretty damn huge ones okay. im sick of Donoghue & Stevenson [1932] case crap and im sick of the stupid legal terms. (omg, i actually got the year right!)

talking about disturbia;
mesa// says:
but the last scenes were scary right
15 reasons. says:
which one?
mesa// says:
and like the part when the china dude was in the wardrobe
15 reasons. says:
the one his fren took video of him kissing d girl?
15 reasons. says:
that was scary

mesa// says:
how scary if your neighbour was oneee??!!!!
15 reasons. says:
how is it scary to av such a hot neighbour?!!!
15 reasons. says:
u must be kidding me!
i am so bored i just finished watching "awake" for the second time (i watched it first w E last night then today we convince C to come to my house to watch it, n btw it was "fcking awesome", E quoted) and i shall start work on the dot at midnight. im just copying the questions from W's blog.

1. Do you want to grow old with
someone or be single?
what do you think? grow old with someone DUH! C goes" depends on who the person is. if he's rich he can grow old on his own and ill take the money after when he's dead"

2. what were you doing at 8:00 this
morning?
i went downstairs and saw my grandma wiping the kitchen tables. so i helped her then i offered to mop the kitchen. after doing that, i vacuumed the whole house and took the rubbish out.

3. what were you doing 30 minutes ago?
watching "awake", its a blardy good movee mate. seriously hayden and alba are both damn freaking hot. but besides that, the story line is so unpredictable!

4. what was something that happened to
you in 1992?
i remember a couple of years ago, my parents showed me this video when i was young. he was holding the video cam and i told him "no no dont take me cos i wanna pee". then i ran to the garden and peed. but actually when i think about it i wasnt 2, cos i dont think a 2 yrs old toddlers can understand those kinda things?

5. If you were stranded on an island
with the person you hated and without
food what would you do:
kill him, eat his flesh. no lah, make peace. see whether its the opposite sex, maybe we can make our own little population?

6. When someone catches your eye, do
you try to make eye contact or avoid
it?
again, depends on how attractive he is.

7. what color is your hairbrush?
black

8. what was the last thing you bought?
food from ipoh for dinna

9. how do u know when ur in love?
when i do special little things for the person unconsciously?

10.have you been to china?
yes, blardy guangzhou to company my mom on her business trip. the only good thing about the whole trip was that i get to spend some quality time with her one-on-one.

11. where do you keep your money?
inside my room, you know the first drawer on the dressing table? yeah. and inside there you'll found this stripey blue pouch. its in the first zip. if someone actually went to my room to look for it, you gotta be kidding me!

12. have you traveled outside the
country?
what do you think?

13.Do you wish you were back together
with any of your exes?
nope. what is done cannot be undone. unless arranged marriage,lah. which i will run away in the end if that happens.

14. do you like peanut butter?
not really no. i prefer nutella.

15. What is your motto on love?
"L" is for the way you look at me. "O" is for the only one i see. "V" is very very extraordinary. "E" is even more than anyone that you adore. sorry thats the first thing that came up on my mind.

16. The thing you love about relationships?
the touch, the sex. NO LAH. the fact that you can cook for them early in the morning or late suppers?

17. The thing you love about being
single?
nothing. my life is fucking pathetic now.
jokes. i dont know? E goes "you can masturbate without being guilty". HAHAHAHA.

18. Would you give up a dream for
someone you loved?
depends what kind of dream. american idol style or what? cos i actually gave up going to the Australian idol audition just to send my grandma to the supermarket. i love her alot.

19. do you wanna cut your hair?
yah i wanna go britney style.

20. are you over the age of 25?
no, but i like guys who are 25 n above.

21. do you talk a lot?
c goes "no but i MOAN alot"

22. do you watch The O.C.?
duh

23. does your screen name have an "x"
in it?
no, it has three instead.

24. do you know anyone named Kelsey?
yah. my friends' sister's husband's granparent's puppy.

25. favorite ice cream?
woah, alot to list.
gelato bacio.
cold rock everything mix together style.
cafe grande connoisseur.
gelare cookie dough.
gelare honeycomb.
crunchy bite size.
haagen daaz melon.
ben&jerrs chunky monkey.
haagen daaz tiramisu.
hyatt hotel rum raisin.

26. Could you date someone who has
been only your friend for a long time?
perhaps? i would try to avoid not to though

27. are you typically a jealous person?
no i dont care if my man sleeps around.
joking, i asked E whether i am and she goes "uh-huh"

28. Is there such thing as a perfect
relationship?
i thought there was, but things have changed.

29. name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "P":
pynnie

30. who's the last person to call you?
syaz. damn it again as usual. JOKING!

31. last magazine you bought?
elle

32. do you chew on your straws?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

33. do you have curly hair?
eepyn goes "yeah my nether regions"

34. can you dance like a chicken?
you really wanna see it?

36. last concert?
ELTON JOHN fucking awesome.

37. what is something you say a lot?
"FUNNIEST THING FUNNIEST THING.. nah nah nah nah.. eepyn fuck you. eepyn im gonna take this cigg and put it in your nose if you dont shut up now"

38. favorite color?
too many

39. do you know what a plectrum is for?
hold on a min lemme google it

40. do you have to work tomorrow?
nah. burswoods close, its queen's bday.

41. who was the last person you said I
love you to?
aahhh this is very sad.... i am very pathetic as you can tell

42. what should you be doing right now?
doing management

43. do you have a nickname?
yeeeha too many my friend.

44.Are you a heavy sleeper?
yess

45. do you watch tv?
what a stupid question

46. is there anyone you like right now?
which one?

btw, just FYI, C and E is right beside me now. so the answers are not 100% true coming from me only.

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