Sunday 17 January 2010 @ 8:14 am
so this morning i woke up at about 9am, which means i only had 3 hours of sleeeeeep. woke up early cos mom and i had to go to a close family friends' silver wedding anniversary. it was so sweet and i would take a pic during the ceremony BUT thanks to blakkoberryo*'s creator/designer team, they decided to forget not include a "on/off sound" option while picture taking. perhaps i found the whole thing sweet because i havent been to a wedding anniv party for a looooong time, hence the whole time i was tearing up like mad. corny, but seriously, i was so touched by the couple's power of love.
anyway after the whole ceremony, ive decided that my parents should have celebrate their anniv too. their silver anniv was about 3 months ago, they acknowledge it but did not have like renewing vows or celebration. so i think a surprise silver anniversary wedding should be in the works:) plus its perfect timing when rian gets back from his summer school. its a tough preparation, but hopefully everything will work out well!
im heading off to bed now but before tt i just wanted to share something i read;
if you let the fear inside, if you pull it on like a familiar shirt, then you can say to yourself, "all right, its just fear, i dont have to let it control me. i see it for what it is".
like loneliness: you let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely- but eventually be able to say "all right that was my moment with loneliness. im not afraid of feeling lonely, but now im going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and im going to experience them as well. detach. detach from your fear."
okay now goodnight kiddoes dont forget to pray before you sleep nightoes
i especially look extremely weird. but other pics were wayyy weirder trust me. oh, and i miss rian already!