when bad things happen unexpectedly ill ask God; "what did i do to deserve this?", then ill think hard of many reasons (no matter how small or big it was or even how significant it was) why God punishes me. i believe that every bad day brings a good day, and of course vice versa, and yes, i do hold that principle every time, and i seem to be doing alright with it.
so why write such thing in a post?
i have not yet apply the same principle to the people around me, both family&friends. when i see one getting hurt by somebody, i just blamed it all to that "somebody". i rarely think of a list of possibilities why he/she was getting hurt in the first place? in the end of the day, i learn to despise the "somebody" very much that sometimes it gets a little too overboard. yes, other people have taught me to be more "careful" when pitying someone just because they look pathetic in front of me, but yes, i'm still so stubborn to listen to them. The joke gets even funnier when not only i get reminded over and over again not to easily pity someone by my close peers, but also by people who's outside the circle.
At the end of the day, two possible outcomes arise: 1. get laughed at by the sensible ones as they go "see, i told you." 2. getting agitated at myself for being so dumb in the first place.
and this happens almost every single time something happens (especially to one particular person). i know that this is something that I, myself have to learn how to handle. fights, confrontations and conflicts are never-ending. i have to learn how to look at the situation from another person's point of view. i can't always listen to the "victim" and only trust the words that come out from their mouth. i have to learn to be much more careful.
ive been listening to this song over and over again, and now i know the exact Person whom i shall dedicate this song too. not someone you will expect it to be. nowadays, i randomly burst into laughters thinking of how dumb i am believing what people say entirely.
apology for such a long draggy post, someone please ask me what time is it now?
its exactly 0721hours and im awake! NO! not because i didnt sleep, i woke up around 6 something A.M., after a good long night of deep sleep. M is back to her normal sleeping pattern!
my plans for the day shall be; -clean my room after updating blog -finish watching australia's next top model epi 1 -by 1000hrs everything should be spick and span, then jump to the shower -1030hrs leave the house for garbo (seriously ive bene craving for some salmon+bagel for breakky) -1100hrs ill be in curtin uni, meeting up with pyn2 for our group ass. -1400hrs management tutorial w that meibitch -1530hrs go back to hibiscus to do more group ass.
plus, i think we all should watch forgetting sarahmarshall today. its like a treat for studying so hard in the day (yes i will be studying hard, no doubts). Garden City (WA) Forgetting Sarah Marshall [MA15+] 12.00pm, 2.20pm, 7.10pm, 9.30pm
Carousel Forgetting Sarah Marshall [MA15+] 12.00pm, 2.30pm, 4.50pm, 7.10pm, 9.30pm
this is random but; things that id do this very second if i have the money, the time & (the perfect company.)
1. go to london, do more sightseeing, pull funny faces in front of the still armies in front of the palace:D two months in london last dec was simply not enough!
2. go bungee jumping with steph. we've talked about doing crazy things so many times but still never had the time to do it! june shall be it girl!
3. go watch the world cup or some soccer matches in UK or wherever it is, not because i like it, just for the sake of saying "i have" with a big proud smile when people ask me if i have ever watch a live football match. even more satisfying if the questioner wants to go badly but havent had the chance yet.
4. go paris, buy those scooter, ride like mad through the small alleys!
5. maybe stop by in Brussels to have their famous street waffles! haha, believe it or not i, i can actually imagine the outfit, from head to toe, i'll be wearing if i go on such trips. typical me typical me
6. milan with Y to finally have the ultimate shopping experience ever, with an unlimited credit card of course.
7. sit at the front row of marc jacobs show. you know actually this will be in my have2do-list-before-i-die, watching a world known fashion show from a front row seats, i dont know how and when it will happen, but i know that i will one day. even if i have to fake myself as a reporter or whatever shit, i will.
8. go back indo just for two days to meet papi and mami, ive missed them so much nowadays:(
was browsing netaporter last minute and i found some yummy things; anyone feel like throwing money??:):) chloe saskia patchwork pouchette this is my ultimate want-to-buy-this-moment. even kate borsworth has one:):)
bally margana slouch boots doesnt it look oh so comfortabllee? its about 800 pounds!
marcjacobs asterreverseble jacket ive been looking for a navy blazer with white lining, but this one is good enough:)
okay, now as i scroll up, i realized that this post IS extremely long. im gonna clean up my room now, shower then go to class, i think ill skip garden city and get some take away coffee instead. grandma just came into my room with scrambled eggs for breakfast. smoked salmon+bagels is postponed to another day, again:(
But you put on quite a show (oh), You really had me goin', But now it’s time to go (oh), Curtain’s finally closin', That was quite a show (oh), Very entertainin', But it’s over now (but it's over now), Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.
bye kiddies:)
Monday 28 April 2008 @ 5:28 am
uni opens today, and my daily routine of sleeping after sunrise and waking up just minutes before sunset has not yet ended. had MCD at 4am #$*@*#$&*#! and then tried falling asleep at half past five. we were squashed on my teenytiny-queen-sized bed getting hyper over the smallest thing (not surprised, this is what happens when we dont sleep throughout the night) and at around 15 to 7 three of us were still fully awake and so we decided to go early to uni. C called inviting us for MCD breakky so since class starts at 8, we decided to joined her. C finally got her MCD pancakes, and S and I got ourselves flat white to last me through the tutorials.
i asked C who on earth have cravings for PANCAKES from MCDONALDS? then i asked her why dont she makes it herself at home? i totally regret asking her the question cos its C, you actually think she can cook be bothered? C, i shall keep my word, ill make you pancakes one day:)
im extremely SLEEPY and S and C is calling me to go "hibiscus" lab to study. hmmm, sleep or study? hmmm...
talking about studying, i got 6/20 for my legal framework and im actually pretty happy. i thought id get a big zero okay. Joe, the tutor was extremely nice (he wears nudie jeans btw), he spent 5 mins with every single person to go through the test. when it came to my turn;
before he said anything; m: well frankly speaking i didnt study and i didnt sleep throughout the night j: yeah i can tell :D! you just put everything you know about legal framework. m: yeah pretty much! j: hahahaa
the convo didnt end up there. he also mentioned that i dont have to be worried or anything cos it was not a big deal and there were people who had lower marks than mine too! in my head i was like "im not worried, im contented!". anyway yoohoo to Y cos she got 75%, highest mark in the class darl:):)
also, talking about Y, shes coming back tomorrow:):)
i think im going abacus now; i cant keep on having this sleeping habit, extremely unhealthy&so inconvenient for other people.
btw, my latest celebrity obsession is Miranda Kerr. shes so beautiful, sexy and gorgeous. Orlando Bloom is so freaking lucky i swear! first Kate Borsworth now Miranda Kerr? i swear her clutch is from the new prada collection!
no, i did not forget LC:) LC pic of the day; it was at some white house dinner last saturday, looking great as usual:) bye kiddies:)
Friday 25 April 2008 @ 2:51 pm
just a quickie;
"American Idol" has ruined something else besides the hopes and dreams of thousands -- a fan's dress! A 17-year-old "Idol" lover is ticked off because a sticker they made her wear at an April 22 show-taping ruined her sequin dress.
seriousllyy??
Thursday 24 April 2008 @ 2:01 pm
tough to sort files, with your voice in my head so then i bribed you downstairs with a marlboro red
im so tired&sleepy but in my head i'm like "i must blog i must blog"; 1. i havent blog for ages therefore i feel like im missing something 2. i wanna keep track of pictures, activities 3. i wanna make my eyes really really really tired so that i can actually sleep!
Y's operation went well and massive HOORAYs for her, too bad that she is still extremely weak therefore we couldnt give her a visit today:(, but we will asap! usually around 11pm ish Y would call or I'd call her house asking what she's doing and just talking about godknowswhat? our conversation will last for usually 15 worthy minutes, compacting, daily gossips, the hills, and what i wanna buy next. although she's probably in a not extremely healthy state right now, im confirmed100%stamped+chopped that soon she'll be in perfect condition, which can easily be told by her massive food consumption!
swan valley for lunch was so-so; drove for quite abit. was showing off that i knew the way and didnt need the map, so i went to a similar road in vic park when im suppose to go to the one near burswood. so had to take a big turn to actually get on the right track. we drove the whole of swan valley which is 32km; after the long drive everyone (except S; cos she slept in the car), just crashed on the bed. by ten we were fresh, awake, and totally up for boowoo. luck was alright, i wouldnt have played more anyway cos im in an extremely broke stage and i wouldnt wanna lose what i had targeted for.
a typical last minute study for exam;
serena! seriously? how gorgeous is she? both outfits looks great! and how much do you adore her jacket?
Lauren Conrad of the day:) oooo, yummy coat/jacket whatever you call it. i still have not pay my coat off from myers! arrgh note to self; M, when are you gonna start doing your ECONOMICS? and how about the management group assignment? and accounting one as well, do you even know the question? and gosh! i see a pile of dust on that "gold card" on that table, seriously when are you going to go to the gym?
at one place everything seems alright, but on the other? its totally a hundred degrees turn.
goodnight kiddies!
Tuesday 22 April 2008 @ 11:15 am
seriously, theres three things in my mind right now.
1. i need to fcking wake up that im 8teen and im on my own. what an unlucky day. i fucking stepped on a fucking pin and it was fucking painful. i have never seen that fucking amount of blood before. seriously, i need to become a more careful person and actually see where im fucking walking. and i fucking had to take out the fucking pin myself. fuck this im so fucking pissed about everything else and so fuck, ill write other times.
Thursday 17 April 2008 @ 7:04 am
so i was watching dr.90210, and today i learned a new word:
Labioplasty La"bi*o*plas`ty\, n. [Labium + -plasty.] (Surgh.) A plastic operation for making a new lip, or for replacing a lost tissue of a lip.
basically you do this when your outer lip is smaller/shorter than your inner lip. i am talking about the other lip btw, not the lips that you put lipstick on, not the one that posh use to "pout" with. so this chick was having the surgery because it "disturbs" her sexual intercourse and apparently it shows when shes only in her bikini. they showed the whole operation, the extra tissues that they've cut off. can you imagine how painfulll it is?
but on the other hand, as soon as im rich and legal enough i wouldnt mind going on these surgeries. go for some surgery that take fats off and like perhaps botox? i wouldnt do them too much that you cant recognize me anymore, i would do some just to satisfy myself:)
finally stepped in supre; i wouldnt say its super fantastic, but good enough to kill time. got a couple of things but none which are spectacular most probably because i was alone and i dont know how to choose the good stuff. but it was satisfying enough. harbour town was next, only to look for an oversized polo/tommyhilf/lacoste jumper. ive been looking for one for ages, all the ones ive seen is rather expensive and not worth it. and also cos i wanna get a couple, like diff colours, navy, black, red or any which are nice. they have a range of them in country road but i wouldnt wanna pay 70++for a simple v-neck jumper, and it doesnt even has a logo on it in my case, if its costly, it HAS to have a logo. *dont roll your eyes!* i am indo, i am excused:). i know that davidjones have some, but its like 160 bucks? mannn, i rather save up for a dress or for a MJ bag(which reminds me, theres one really really really nice navy Marcjacobs bag in wasteland, kg street, and it cos like 500 bucks? not that pricey right? so if anyone is feeling rich, youre most welcome to splurge it on me!)
so anyway, i was extremely excited when i reached harbour town. took the escalator, walked around the corner to look for the particular shop, and guess what? IT HAS CHANGED. the bloodyshop has turned into like a bonds shop. argggh! so my buys in HT was a few toiletries baskets and a shirt for grandma (cos she was pissed that ive been out and i didnt wanna get scolded when i arrive at home, so before she said anything i gave her the shirt!). i just wanna own some damn oversized jumper to wear to uni! and have i found one yet? zero.
C and her mom and S came over for dinner. so anyway, you know how her mom is extremely good at sudoku? i decided to have a sudoku battle w her after dinner. first round, she won. 2nd round i beat her! and please just let me have my glory it was really an achievement i swear, it made my day! to win something over a professional is definitely something to be proud of, and i havent been proud of myself for a long time. i just cant express the feeling when i said "I FINISH" before she does. and tomorrow they invite me for mundaring. if i go itll be the third time in like a month? i do feel like the seafood pizza, but its pizza. it's oily it's fattening. and if you do go to mundaring its either pizza or pizza, theres nothing else.
so tomorrow its ka-la-o-ke w my girlies again:) afterwards we're probably going to crash at C's. uh-oh and in the morning im FINALLY going to ikea. you know how long ive been wanting to go there since? like a month okay. its the new one and i really really cant wait. its like this huge rectangular blue building, its such a happy place. i really cant wait, am so very extremely excited!
this past few weeks ive been doing S' assignment, not because she's lazy or anything but i forced her to let me do her design work. im really into the whole design/drawing/art thing and S and C reckons i should move to design and say bye to commerce. i wish it's that easy. my parents will definitely let me, especially mom but i am so lazy in commerce already. can you imagine me doing design? and like people say what are you gonna do in the future if you take design? not that much, true. but thinking twice, whatever it is ill take over my family business, that is a like 99.9999% chance. and then i was thinking "if i fail commerce, THEN ill change". but then again, if i have that thought sealed in my mind, i will not even try to pass commerce? ill just slack all the way. so im not sure. i hate making decisions.
sooo its officially tution free week! no school for a week yay, eventhough uni doesnt take up many hours but its still a yay! im gonna make up my own study timetable cos i have assignments due and this time, i will actually do it okay. and btw a note to myself; i have to stop shopping. my mom warned me the other day. she asked me to list all the expenses cos she's scared im doing drugs etc etc etc. but everytime i go out, its so irresistible not to purchase something that catches my attention. you know what, this shall be my new challenge. the whole of tution free week, i will not, i repeat, I WILL NOT buy a single piece of outfit.
starstalking time! this is for purposely for E. cos shes so obsessed with davidbeckham. i used to think hes just normal, until i found the pic above!
damn! can she be anymore gorgeous?
my two favourite gotmilk? ad so far damn now i feel like drinking milk! which reminds me we have to go to margaretriver next weeeeeek! i feel like getting the free choc samplesss and drinking the choc milk!
"Spencer was saying, 'I want the world to see the real Heidi and Spencer,' and was emphasizing that the show would be just about them. No Lauren Conrad," we're told. According to our source, Pratt was "suggesting the show go through the whole lead-up to the wedding . . . finding a wedding planner, hunting for a dress designer, and all the drama that would be part of their wedding plans."
errr like seriously? are you kidding me mate? you think people would wanna watch it? actually i take it back cos i knew i would. not because i like them, cos i totally hate spencer like crap but cos im just into the whole scriptedHAHA reality show!
LC of the day; seriously? do we really need to compare??
what a boring and dreading post, i apologize. im gonna go search for a new reality show to get obsessed with!
either that or play the freaking H.K cafe frontsteps game. i will not stop playing it until i get 4000 score. i have zero life and am not ashamed of it.
bye kiddies:)
Wednesday 16 April 2008 @ 11:23 am
everyday feels the same; 9 to 5 gets so mundane;
ive got the above inspirations from the youtube video below. just please watch it, eventhough you may not get the language. uh-oh we're so alike. shes even from bandung!
stayed over at S for two consecutive nights, since grandma was not around! its not like i have anything against her, i just think that i am old enough to stay here on my own, esp, R is here and he's like 22 this year! and i dont need any supervision from her or anything already. its like she cooks, but R an I dont even eat at home. why cant i just live with him only? or like become housemates with S or something, since the brothers gonna move too and she'll be alone. were on the phone blabbering about godknowswhat, most unimportant thing in the world lah basically;
S: i think im gonna start liking dogs, cos cats are so boring! M: if we live together can we have a puppy please please....? S: ok, but we have to name it "bullshit" M: WTH?? nooo find a nicer name S: tinkerbawww! M: okay, perfect:)
went to mkn2 today and now im craving for some good, yummeh prata! and S and i decided that we should go spore in the holidays, and not only stay in bandung cos shes coming down. so anyone who feel like visiting bdg/spore please come and join us:) and yah, esp you N/cat-princess! i wanna bring you to some good bakso! please lah the one in jkt is so overpriced, un-authentic, and basically just not as nice as the one in bdg! not that i eat bakso (cos its beef!) but everyone reckons so!
i still remember exactly where this pic was taken! it was on the train to freo from S' house when we had the sleepover! i look so white, and i had gum in my mouth (not that its important)
more piccccs! urrr AMY, seriously?? 1. taking a shot at a broad daylight 2. while carrying her son?
shes not very popularrr. but her hermes bag is sooo yummy and look at the sleeves of her jumperr! i know im obssessed cos who the hell looks at the sleeve?
this ish for Y! cos im not into mishca, but i do have to mention that she looks extremely nice here. and ive always thought shes one of the very few people who looks nice with a bang! and btw S, new competition; thats your ex walking beside mishca.
and this is katherine, the chick from knocked up! purposely post this one up cos im totally in love with her skirt. its sooo adorable!
and last but not least, LC of the day:):) btw the bag its from her own lineee!
last laugh of the dayyyy:)
bye kid-deeeez!
Sunday 13 April 2008 @ 8:31 am
i know im supposed to be full-on studying for legalframework, but i JUST had to post this up:
SO WHAT DOES $35 MILLION GET YOU THESE DAYS?
Behold. Here we see Lucien Freud’s 1995 painting entitled “Benefits Supervisor Sleeping.” The painting, being auctioned by Christie’s, is expected to garner at least $35 million, breaking the current auction record held by any living artist.
says an explanatory article;
Freud’s depiction of Sue Tilley slumped asleep on a worn-out sofa with bulging flesh laid bare, is likely to excite collectors worldwide into parting with vast sums.
At 20 stone (127kg), Ms Tilley seemed an unlikely choice of muse for Freud, 85, one of Britain’s greatest living artists who has spoken of his “predilection towards people of unusual or strange proportions”.
Referring to the woman he affectionately calls “Big Sue”, Freud said he was “very aware of all kinds of spectacular things to do with her size, like amazing craters and things one’s never seen before”.
Congrats, rich people! You’ve outconfused the poor once again!
note to S; remember doing him as a interrelationship for our 2nd nude project?
Saturday 12 April 2008 @ 11:16 am
in an extremely emo mood and so clueless about everything. and sometimes i complain that people are depressed and they brought it upon themselves, but im pretty sure this time its because that thing is there and i know i cant do anything much about it. the world feels like a big heavy messy metal thing on your shoulder? and no one can help you and you know that you yourself cant help it. you just have to get through it and hopefully itll disappear? what happens when you keep bottling up your problems and one day it overloads?
on the brighter side, i have cleaned my room! spick and span finally! im not in the mood to write about how my day went except for the fact that it started from an okay-only day which gradually sunk to one of the worst day of the month. and to top all of that, during promnight today i sat beside a weirdo who kept making weird noises and for some reason there was no divider between us, it broke somehow. urgghh.
urmmm.. what else to blabber on about? let me see. there's a stressball on my bedside table resting against the lamp screaming "squeeze me! throw me! chuck me!". and beside it, is my fellow night company, sudoku book; something that can waste my time, make my eyes extremely tired therefore i can sleep while taking my minds off things. and let me see what else, oh my dear medicated clearing gel which doesnt really work that well cos pimples keep coming up. and a bottle of fijiwater which keeps making me go to the toilet and of course, i have my pathetic untouched legal framework study guide.
after a bad day theres always a good day after it.
i just realized that ive skipped two sundaychurches consecutively and perhaps thats the reason behind all these? i must go to church tomorrow no matter what. tomorrow is going to be a good productive day. i am fcking sure itll be.
Friday 11 April 2008 @ 1:36 pm
narcissist; cheeeeek-bones:):) tee-hee!
im not exactly sure what time is it now; it says 9;37pm right now when its suppose to be around 2? or perhaps three? most likely 4 though? S left like half and hour to an hour ago and im sitting down on the floor in front of the dressing table cos theres no other room to sit on anywhere else. my room's a total MESS, but its okay cos of my name therefore its acceptable, HAHA just let me be, its the time of the night
so the above three are supposed to go gym tomorrow this morning; so contradicting and as if i can wake up if i go to bed now? and C&S are still in BW, so tomorrow morning, it'll be us three to reach fitnessfirst the earliest, with extra puffyfatpandaeyes, running walking on like 0 incline and like 2.5speed on the treadmill.
either that or bed.
TODAY: went out with lovelies for latenight shopping! first it was Y, C, S & I then E joined us at about 7 something btw, she walked all the way from C's house to the city? W($*#*F?? we managed to shop for :perfumes, shoes, winter clothes, accessories etcetc. rather productive i must say. i love shopping with my lovelies, cos i love their criticisms and shit, more opinions the better. btw, i just realized that the reason we planned for a late night is to go supre cos Y&I need people like S&C to bring us there cos we dont know how to choose so we dont usually step in there. in the end;
M/Y: eh, where do you buy that? sooo nice! eh, is that from country road??? S/C: no, supre! how much did you buy yours M/Y: around $79 i think. S/C: HAH! $30 only!
then Y (in particular, me not so much compared to her), "SHIIIIIIT"
but anyway, we didnt end up going to supre cos our reservation was at 8pm and we were still at kingstreet shopping on that time. so we rushed back to carpark and headed to the yummykorean restaurant at east perth! ordered; 2 kimchee pancakes, 8 BONG BONG (damn yummy drink, there was only 6 of us but S and I had to go for seconds), 2 kimchee seafood fried rice, 1 bulgogi, 1 hot plate chicken set, 1 vegetarian bimbimbap, okay wait pause; i just opened the door for my brother and i asked him where he'd been the whole night, wth#1: he said "dota in curtin". then i called S to ask whether they're home and asleep yet? she didnt pick up so i assumed she is fast asleep cos S is the kind of person who's either talking on the phone or texting 24/7. so then i called C, and she picked up. wth#2: she said "sorry just now S couldnt pick up the phone cos she was playing blackjack. we're still in BW you want us to pick you up here?". anyway back to what we had for dinner; 1 bulgogi bimbimbap, 1 hotspicy kimchee seafood soup. and then we tried to guess the bill, the closest one shall win and she doesnt have to pay for dessert! and i guessed it right on the spot. C reckons its my lucky night and i should go to the casino cos of that but littleM here resisted:)
and this pic is especially for our little pin2 cos i realized that you're not in the collage btw it was not a favoritism thang, it was selected randomly, the collage
btw, Ma's going to retreat this monday for two nights and yeah for me and R1! he came home at 5 let me think what time i feel like coming back home:):)
LC of the day:); fiddling with her fashion line!
and another current liking of mine; oohhhhhh hawt!
oh yah! just for W only, all of us are going to the back to basics thingo:) just for you W! from no one going at all then we felt sympathetic towards you and cos all of us wanna see you know who we are all going. we actually paid&got the tickets already, oh wow we're so supportive:) and oh yah so at the same time we're looking for dresses too! but anyway the above dress is my favourit favourit favourite dress atm! i love pretty frills:) derek lam its like a grand plus plus in netaporter. how sad, i just wanna marry a rich old man so i can sign anything/anywhere under his name. id walk out of the shop with gazillion branded goodies while heading to my rangerover sports, ha i wish!
and oh sparkles are sooooo in! not necessarily liking her outfit, but she looks oh-so-damn-amazing!
one of very few times that Paris' outfit tickles my tastebud! i feel like getting a bedazzled-but-not-so-gordy ed hardy shirt! everyone in runs house wear themmmm and i see them in so many magazinnessss yummmeh!
and last but not least, syaz and i was reminiscing old times; ohh gawsh! all that change that were eaten up by the lovegetti machine!
its 5.45 and gym opens at 7. C called and S said that we're definitely going. i shall tape my eyelids so that it wont closes since its only an hour away.
toodles kiddies!
Sunday 6 April 2008 @ 9:22 am
econs or run's house?
Saturday 5 April 2008 @ 10:42 am
forget about my recent emo post. call me a loser but seriously, my girlies are one of the very few things that keep me sane:)its like my skinnyflatwhite/fatfreeredbull dose which now when i think about it, it has become my daily supplement; either one helps my day brighter. there is no day that i dont see at least one, usually two or three of my girlies every single day. seriously am enjoying the single life. the whole thing about single life is not only that you can talk/play/chill with other male creatures out there (thats probably only like 15% in my case), but the fact that you can see your girlies anytime you want and as much as you want:)
so karaoke was great! havent been there for ages, will post pics up soon *hinthint Y!. shouting our lungs off basically. Y singing to all these "hakunamatatas", "aye popeye the sailorman" and like everyone were just crazy&hyper, without any single drip of booze.
C says: I swear my voice will be gone when i wake up tmrw M says: haha.. mmmmmmm...... M says: me too M says: i hope it wont hurt though M says: im gonna buy packets of strepsils tmrw C says: no dont use strepsils!!! C says: it's not effective n actually hurts ur throat more in the long run apparently..
this is purposely included for S,Y and E. C said just get buttermenthol or like drink honey&lemon instead.
and oh yah Y, this is especially for you; Chorus Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans] Boots with the fur [With the fur] The whole club was lookin at her She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low
*i had to include this because she kept on singing APPLE freaking PIE instead!
so anyway, i was just looking through pictures and guess what i found; errr, like seriously?? (with S' tone) this is in london btw.
and how cute were the kids! this was on the way walking to the london eye and i saw this bunch of pre-school kids having like an excursion (taking the london eye too) and they were just the cutest bunch of kids. btw, when i think about it, how lucky are they! in indo, you go to some kampung and milk the cows for excursions. the difference between third-world and 1st, very disappointing.
i just miss it alot. i wish i can pack you guys in my luggage and show you guys how beautiful the city, the people, the food are.
thursday night at Y's. btw i havent been able to use it yet, cos havent unlocked it or something like that! urggh!
had accounting test today, and it was so shit. it was 35 MCQ questions and 80% of it were practical/calculations. so anyway, you know how i thought MCQs are much harder, cos you can roughly know which one to choose right? i mean you start eliminating the weird options and finally get down to one answer (or two, then you just ee-nee-mee-nee-mi-nee-mo them). but i swear, 90% of the freaking questions have
d.none of the above
seriously how to ee-nee-mee-nee-mi-nee-mo? i am so pissed cos i actually stayed up for it until 3am okay! not because im hardworking actually, cos of obvious reason; last minute work. am so so so sick of tests, had legal framework on friday (which i passed! dont ask me for my mark though, just be happy for me that i passed considering ive only started studying the night before and i didnt really have time to do topic4&5,oops). and add to all that, i have blardy econs blardy test on monday! and obv, i havent started studying. i will do it tomorrow, full on!
oh and also! today i had my test in the EJ big lecture room. and like there were hundreds and hundreds of people and there were four doors. i was one of the very last few to go in the room cos people just keep pushing and i just cbs. anyway so when i went in, 90% of them were sitting down and the lecturer had started explaining the test. so i found a seat quickly, put my bag/cardee/etc down on the floor. 10 mins through the test, this one B*adjudicators, tap my shoulder with her fat thumbs sorry for criticizing but i simply loathe her, and said;
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? put your stuff NOW all the way down in the front. great technique to fail an exam, huh?"
arggghhh. seriously, imagine this. youre under stress-cos-of-test condition, and an annoying sarcastic female comes up to you.
anyway i better go to sleep now. uh-oh! before that; a little taste of conrad wont hurt anybody:)
and, seriously jenny should just go and die? cmon look at the pic below, blair just outstand her. and i love her dress/top. its soooo prada, maybe it is prada?
and last but not least, this is a cover of a scarlett's cd. is it just me (cos im well known for being so outdated in music), or you guys too didnt know she can sing?
uh-oh and btw i found a new series to watch, YUMMEH! make me a supermodel**
the plan is to wake up early for Jesus early in the morning tomorrow, praise the Lord with my sunday routine buddy! then quick lunch then productive studying all the way!
Wednesday 2 April 2008 @ 10:20 am
i know this is extremely emo but seriously im so clueless about everything&everyone. i have enough of this crap, i have enough of people taking advantage of me, walking all over me but in the same time its unstoppable. am i suppose to be the one who has to change attitude? but isn't it their turn to do so, since they are in the wrong? its extremely annoying and upsetting when you realized that you've gotta deal with it since nothing can be done. some people are just simply bitter without themselves knowing.
arggh, it's so mind-bothering. and so i went to look for jared to ease my mind a little bit. guess what i found;
moosa// extremely disappointing says: sweet dreams C (Invisible) says: heart ache too but luckily immune C (Invisible) says: sweeter dreams for u. i dont dream i just sleep moosa// extremely disappointing says: im not gonna bring my comp upstairs or ill keep watching runs house
before i go, note to Y, E, S and whoever is going for late night tomorrow; you see i have 78475398475 accounting excercises/problem to do and 948943pages of readings and of course two whole topic of lecture slides to do. and that is only accounting. 2 and the half chapters to do for legalframework and of course, 9483294834hours of memorizing the damn thing. understanding is one thing and memorizing is another. so i'll skip thanks:) i shall be experimental, tomorrow im gonna go on a "how productive i am" project. i will wake up at around 12 (its 5 now, so 7 hours of sleep would be plenty) and sleep at 12 ish. i shall update you with the result tomorrow; 10hours being very productive and 0 being absolutely rubbish.
i.have.to.learn.how.to.not.do.work.last.minute.
Tuesday 1 April 2008 @ 12:07 pm
you got under my skin i got no strength at all in this state that im in and my knees are weak and my mouth cant speak fell too far this time
its the 928432times im playing that song, dont know why suddenly so obssessed. and btw, talking about songs. guess whats this little-so-unupdated-with-technology-girl gonna get tomorrow? an iphone! i swapped my itouch my my brother. he went to get it:) how nice is he, an old itouch swapped with a brand new iphone! isn't that like just the best deal? and im gonna get an optus no since C&S has always asked me too, cos of free time. but im still gonna keep my voda cos of the cap deals they have!
seriously, 1.a balenciaga bag 2.a range rover that is like the ultimate
m: *was saying something really sweet but i cant remember what* c: my heart literally went "STOP". m: did you stare too?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA do you guys get the joke? i really think that that was hillarioussss. C however was telling me how im extremely lame and how i get amused so easily. anyway speaking of jokes;
m: dad, im so sorry i kinda bought a gucci bag today d: oh, how much? m: 3500 and i bought it already. i used the card to swipe d: o..h... m: HAHAHA APRIL FOOLS d: dont lie, i bet in your heart youd wanna get it though? m: nooooo... d: well, dont worry im gonna go macau w your mom&uncle tonight
seriously, what else is there to do in macau except gambling? i mean, cmon even if there is other things to do, my dad is happily not to even have any little interest in them. he is a very busy person and hardworking. its like his office, except this one opens24 hours and he will try to maximize his trip. gambling is in my blood. its not my fault whenever i go to bw:)
yr9 camp with S&E btw, E stands for Esther,in case you forget who she is, she is the korean chick that got lost in dreamland s was over this afternoon and it was just the funniest conversation i had with her, reminiscing old times; so in year 9 camp we were just talking about our siblings and everything. it was like a whole group thing and we just went around introducing our families, getting to know each other. so i told them how i had a brother who passed away when he was really really young. somehow it was funny to E and S and because they laughed i laughed too. we couldnt stop laughing for literally more than 3 mins, and straight away the camp leader goes; M, E, & S tonight, you'll get the brooms and the plastic bin bag and clean the house. make sure every single litter is out of the bus, and use your torches for lights! anyway, below is a pic of s&e attempting to study. we went out to get some kfc instead:)
and this is for old time's sake; i just got this pic today, and oh gawd! 2 yrs have changed so much! we look so young and fresh last time, and now i look so old and saggy. anyway really, i dont get it how when two people break up, they totally lost in contact with each other? like this case, isnt it better if we forget about the bad things happened in the past and just laugh at all the stupid things we did? 2 yrs have changeddd so much!
awwww so cute. btw did you know that kate hudson is 28 but matthew is 39? but they look helllll good together!
last few thoughts; i miss london sooooo much! i miss the gloomy weather! i miss having cuppa teas with macarooons! i miss long bus rides from oxford to london i miss free breakfasts&wireless internet we get in the bus! i miss oxford circuit! i miss cheap clothes from primark! i miss marks&spencer food and how you do your own check out! i miss layers&layers of clothes and how you can never be too overlayered! i miss discovering new&exciting places every single day!
its 4:29am and i promised to go to gym with syaz early in the morning and i still have to do management work!
goodnight kiddies
Tuesday 29 April 2008 @ 4:10 pm
when bad things happen unexpectedly ill ask God; "what did i do to deserve this?", then ill think hard of many reasons (no matter how small or big it was or even how significant it was) why God punishes me. i believe that every bad day brings a good day, and of course vice versa, and yes, i do hold that principle every time, and i seem to be doing alright with it.
so why write such thing in a post?
i have not yet apply the same principle to the people around me, both family&friends. when i see one getting hurt by somebody, i just blamed it all to that "somebody". i rarely think of a list of possibilities why he/she was getting hurt in the first place? in the end of the day, i learn to despise the "somebody" very much that sometimes it gets a little too overboard. yes, other people have taught me to be more "careful" when pitying someone just because they look pathetic in front of me, but yes, i'm still so stubborn to listen to them. The joke gets even funnier when not only i get reminded over and over again not to easily pity someone by my close peers, but also by people who's outside the circle.
At the end of the day, two possible outcomes arise: 1. get laughed at by the sensible ones as they go "see, i told you." 2. getting agitated at myself for being so dumb in the first place.
and this happens almost every single time something happens (especially to one particular person). i know that this is something that I, myself have to learn how to handle. fights, confrontations and conflicts are never-ending. i have to learn how to look at the situation from another person's point of view. i can't always listen to the "victim" and only trust the words that come out from their mouth. i have to learn to be much more careful.
ive been listening to this song over and over again, and now i know the exact Person whom i shall dedicate this song too. not someone you will expect it to be. nowadays, i randomly burst into laughters thinking of how dumb i am believing what people say entirely.
apology for such a long draggy post, someone please ask me what time is it now?
its exactly 0721hours and im awake! NO! not because i didnt sleep, i woke up around 6 something A.M., after a good long night of deep sleep. M is back to her normal sleeping pattern!
my plans for the day shall be; -clean my room after updating blog -finish watching australia's next top model epi 1 -by 1000hrs everything should be spick and span, then jump to the shower -1030hrs leave the house for garbo (seriously ive bene craving for some salmon+bagel for breakky) -1100hrs ill be in curtin uni, meeting up with pyn2 for our group ass. -1400hrs management tutorial w that meibitch -1530hrs go back to hibiscus to do more group ass.
plus, i think we all should watch forgetting sarahmarshall today. its like a treat for studying so hard in the day (yes i will be studying hard, no doubts). Garden City (WA) Forgetting Sarah Marshall [MA15+] 12.00pm, 2.20pm, 7.10pm, 9.30pm
Carousel Forgetting Sarah Marshall [MA15+] 12.00pm, 2.30pm, 4.50pm, 7.10pm, 9.30pm
this is random but; things that id do this very second if i have the money, the time & (the perfect company.)
1. go to london, do more sightseeing, pull funny faces in front of the still armies in front of the palace:D two months in london last dec was simply not enough!
2. go bungee jumping with steph. we've talked about doing crazy things so many times but still never had the time to do it! june shall be it girl!
3. go watch the world cup or some soccer matches in UK or wherever it is, not because i like it, just for the sake of saying "i have" with a big proud smile when people ask me if i have ever watch a live football match. even more satisfying if the questioner wants to go badly but havent had the chance yet.
4. go paris, buy those scooter, ride like mad through the small alleys!
5. maybe stop by in Brussels to have their famous street waffles! haha, believe it or not i, i can actually imagine the outfit, from head to toe, i'll be wearing if i go on such trips. typical me typical me
6. milan with Y to finally have the ultimate shopping experience ever, with an unlimited credit card of course.
7. sit at the front row of marc jacobs show. you know actually this will be in my have2do-list-before-i-die, watching a world known fashion show from a front row seats, i dont know how and when it will happen, but i know that i will one day. even if i have to fake myself as a reporter or whatever shit, i will.
8. go back indo just for two days to meet papi and mami, ive missed them so much nowadays:(
was browsing netaporter last minute and i found some yummy things; anyone feel like throwing money??:):) chloe saskia patchwork pouchette this is my ultimate want-to-buy-this-moment. even kate borsworth has one:):)
bally margana slouch boots doesnt it look oh so comfortabllee? its about 800 pounds!
marcjacobs asterreverseble jacket ive been looking for a navy blazer with white lining, but this one is good enough:)
okay, now as i scroll up, i realized that this post IS extremely long. im gonna clean up my room now, shower then go to class, i think ill skip garden city and get some take away coffee instead. grandma just came into my room with scrambled eggs for breakfast. smoked salmon+bagels is postponed to another day, again:(
But you put on quite a show (oh), You really had me goin', But now it’s time to go (oh), Curtain’s finally closin', That was quite a show (oh), Very entertainin', But it’s over now (but it's over now), Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.
bye kiddies:)
Monday 28 April 2008 @ 5:28 am
uni opens today, and my daily routine of sleeping after sunrise and waking up just minutes before sunset has not yet ended. had MCD at 4am #$*@*#$&*#! and then tried falling asleep at half past five. we were squashed on my teenytiny-queen-sized bed getting hyper over the smallest thing (not surprised, this is what happens when we dont sleep throughout the night) and at around 15 to 7 three of us were still fully awake and so we decided to go early to uni. C called inviting us for MCD breakky so since class starts at 8, we decided to joined her. C finally got her MCD pancakes, and S and I got ourselves flat white to last me through the tutorials.
i asked C who on earth have cravings for PANCAKES from MCDONALDS? then i asked her why dont she makes it herself at home? i totally regret asking her the question cos its C, you actually think she can cook be bothered? C, i shall keep my word, ill make you pancakes one day:)
im extremely SLEEPY and S and C is calling me to go "hibiscus" lab to study. hmmm, sleep or study? hmmm...
talking about studying, i got 6/20 for my legal framework and im actually pretty happy. i thought id get a big zero okay. Joe, the tutor was extremely nice (he wears nudie jeans btw), he spent 5 mins with every single person to go through the test. when it came to my turn;
before he said anything; m: well frankly speaking i didnt study and i didnt sleep throughout the night j: yeah i can tell :D! you just put everything you know about legal framework. m: yeah pretty much! j: hahahaa
the convo didnt end up there. he also mentioned that i dont have to be worried or anything cos it was not a big deal and there were people who had lower marks than mine too! in my head i was like "im not worried, im contented!". anyway yoohoo to Y cos she got 75%, highest mark in the class darl:):)
also, talking about Y, shes coming back tomorrow:):)
i think im going abacus now; i cant keep on having this sleeping habit, extremely unhealthy&so inconvenient for other people.
btw, my latest celebrity obsession is Miranda Kerr. shes so beautiful, sexy and gorgeous. Orlando Bloom is so freaking lucky i swear! first Kate Borsworth now Miranda Kerr? i swear her clutch is from the new prada collection!
no, i did not forget LC:) LC pic of the day; it was at some white house dinner last saturday, looking great as usual:) bye kiddies:)
Friday 25 April 2008 @ 2:51 pm
just a quickie;
"American Idol" has ruined something else besides the hopes and dreams of thousands -- a fan's dress! A 17-year-old "Idol" lover is ticked off because a sticker they made her wear at an April 22 show-taping ruined her sequin dress.
seriousllyy??
Thursday 24 April 2008 @ 2:01 pm
tough to sort files, with your voice in my head so then i bribed you downstairs with a marlboro red
im so tired&sleepy but in my head i'm like "i must blog i must blog"; 1. i havent blog for ages therefore i feel like im missing something 2. i wanna keep track of pictures, activities 3. i wanna make my eyes really really really tired so that i can actually sleep!
Y's operation went well and massive HOORAYs for her, too bad that she is still extremely weak therefore we couldnt give her a visit today:(, but we will asap! usually around 11pm ish Y would call or I'd call her house asking what she's doing and just talking about godknowswhat? our conversation will last for usually 15 worthy minutes, compacting, daily gossips, the hills, and what i wanna buy next. although she's probably in a not extremely healthy state right now, im confirmed100%stamped+chopped that soon she'll be in perfect condition, which can easily be told by her massive food consumption!
swan valley for lunch was so-so; drove for quite abit. was showing off that i knew the way and didnt need the map, so i went to a similar road in vic park when im suppose to go to the one near burswood. so had to take a big turn to actually get on the right track. we drove the whole of swan valley which is 32km; after the long drive everyone (except S; cos she slept in the car), just crashed on the bed. by ten we were fresh, awake, and totally up for boowoo. luck was alright, i wouldnt have played more anyway cos im in an extremely broke stage and i wouldnt wanna lose what i had targeted for.
a typical last minute study for exam;
serena! seriously? how gorgeous is she? both outfits looks great! and how much do you adore her jacket?
Lauren Conrad of the day:) oooo, yummy coat/jacket whatever you call it. i still have not pay my coat off from myers! arrgh note to self; M, when are you gonna start doing your ECONOMICS? and how about the management group assignment? and accounting one as well, do you even know the question? and gosh! i see a pile of dust on that "gold card" on that table, seriously when are you going to go to the gym?
at one place everything seems alright, but on the other? its totally a hundred degrees turn.
goodnight kiddies!
Tuesday 22 April 2008 @ 11:15 am
seriously, theres three things in my mind right now.
1. i need to fcking wake up that im 8teen and im on my own. what an unlucky day. i fucking stepped on a fucking pin and it was fucking painful. i have never seen that fucking amount of blood before. seriously, i need to become a more careful person and actually see where im fucking walking. and i fucking had to take out the fucking pin myself. fuck this im so fucking pissed about everything else and so fuck, ill write other times.
Thursday 17 April 2008 @ 7:04 am
so i was watching dr.90210, and today i learned a new word:
Labioplasty La"bi*o*plas`ty\, n. [Labium + -plasty.] (Surgh.) A plastic operation for making a new lip, or for replacing a lost tissue of a lip.
basically you do this when your outer lip is smaller/shorter than your inner lip. i am talking about the other lip btw, not the lips that you put lipstick on, not the one that posh use to "pout" with. so this chick was having the surgery because it "disturbs" her sexual intercourse and apparently it shows when shes only in her bikini. they showed the whole operation, the extra tissues that they've cut off. can you imagine how painfulll it is?
but on the other hand, as soon as im rich and legal enough i wouldnt mind going on these surgeries. go for some surgery that take fats off and like perhaps botox? i wouldnt do them too much that you cant recognize me anymore, i would do some just to satisfy myself:)
finally stepped in supre; i wouldnt say its super fantastic, but good enough to kill time. got a couple of things but none which are spectacular most probably because i was alone and i dont know how to choose the good stuff. but it was satisfying enough. harbour town was next, only to look for an oversized polo/tommyhilf/lacoste jumper. ive been looking for one for ages, all the ones ive seen is rather expensive and not worth it. and also cos i wanna get a couple, like diff colours, navy, black, red or any which are nice. they have a range of them in country road but i wouldnt wanna pay 70++for a simple v-neck jumper, and it doesnt even has a logo on it in my case, if its costly, it HAS to have a logo. *dont roll your eyes!* i am indo, i am excused:). i know that davidjones have some, but its like 160 bucks? mannn, i rather save up for a dress or for a MJ bag(which reminds me, theres one really really really nice navy Marcjacobs bag in wasteland, kg street, and it cos like 500 bucks? not that pricey right? so if anyone is feeling rich, youre most welcome to splurge it on me!)
so anyway, i was extremely excited when i reached harbour town. took the escalator, walked around the corner to look for the particular shop, and guess what? IT HAS CHANGED. the bloodyshop has turned into like a bonds shop. argggh! so my buys in HT was a few toiletries baskets and a shirt for grandma (cos she was pissed that ive been out and i didnt wanna get scolded when i arrive at home, so before she said anything i gave her the shirt!). i just wanna own some damn oversized jumper to wear to uni! and have i found one yet? zero.
C and her mom and S came over for dinner. so anyway, you know how her mom is extremely good at sudoku? i decided to have a sudoku battle w her after dinner. first round, she won. 2nd round i beat her! and please just let me have my glory it was really an achievement i swear, it made my day! to win something over a professional is definitely something to be proud of, and i havent been proud of myself for a long time. i just cant express the feeling when i said "I FINISH" before she does. and tomorrow they invite me for mundaring. if i go itll be the third time in like a month? i do feel like the seafood pizza, but its pizza. it's oily it's fattening. and if you do go to mundaring its either pizza or pizza, theres nothing else.
so tomorrow its ka-la-o-ke w my girlies again:) afterwards we're probably going to crash at C's. uh-oh and in the morning im FINALLY going to ikea. you know how long ive been wanting to go there since? like a month okay. its the new one and i really really cant wait. its like this huge rectangular blue building, its such a happy place. i really cant wait, am so very extremely excited!
this past few weeks ive been doing S' assignment, not because she's lazy or anything but i forced her to let me do her design work. im really into the whole design/drawing/art thing and S and C reckons i should move to design and say bye to commerce. i wish it's that easy. my parents will definitely let me, especially mom but i am so lazy in commerce already. can you imagine me doing design? and like people say what are you gonna do in the future if you take design? not that much, true. but thinking twice, whatever it is ill take over my family business, that is a like 99.9999% chance. and then i was thinking "if i fail commerce, THEN ill change". but then again, if i have that thought sealed in my mind, i will not even try to pass commerce? ill just slack all the way. so im not sure. i hate making decisions.
sooo its officially tution free week! no school for a week yay, eventhough uni doesnt take up many hours but its still a yay! im gonna make up my own study timetable cos i have assignments due and this time, i will actually do it okay. and btw a note to myself; i have to stop shopping. my mom warned me the other day. she asked me to list all the expenses cos she's scared im doing drugs etc etc etc. but everytime i go out, its so irresistible not to purchase something that catches my attention. you know what, this shall be my new challenge. the whole of tution free week, i will not, i repeat, I WILL NOT buy a single piece of outfit.
starstalking time! this is for purposely for E. cos shes so obsessed with davidbeckham. i used to think hes just normal, until i found the pic above!
damn! can she be anymore gorgeous?
my two favourite gotmilk? ad so far damn now i feel like drinking milk! which reminds me we have to go to margaretriver next weeeeeek! i feel like getting the free choc samplesss and drinking the choc milk!
"Spencer was saying, 'I want the world to see the real Heidi and Spencer,' and was emphasizing that the show would be just about them. No Lauren Conrad," we're told. According to our source, Pratt was "suggesting the show go through the whole lead-up to the wedding . . . finding a wedding planner, hunting for a dress designer, and all the drama that would be part of their wedding plans."
errr like seriously? are you kidding me mate? you think people would wanna watch it? actually i take it back cos i knew i would. not because i like them, cos i totally hate spencer like crap but cos im just into the whole scriptedHAHA reality show!
LC of the day; seriously? do we really need to compare??
what a boring and dreading post, i apologize. im gonna go search for a new reality show to get obsessed with!
either that or play the freaking H.K cafe frontsteps game. i will not stop playing it until i get 4000 score. i have zero life and am not ashamed of it.
bye kiddies:)
Wednesday 16 April 2008 @ 11:23 am
everyday feels the same; 9 to 5 gets so mundane;
ive got the above inspirations from the youtube video below. just please watch it, eventhough you may not get the language. uh-oh we're so alike. shes even from bandung!
stayed over at S for two consecutive nights, since grandma was not around! its not like i have anything against her, i just think that i am old enough to stay here on my own, esp, R is here and he's like 22 this year! and i dont need any supervision from her or anything already. its like she cooks, but R an I dont even eat at home. why cant i just live with him only? or like become housemates with S or something, since the brothers gonna move too and she'll be alone. were on the phone blabbering about godknowswhat, most unimportant thing in the world lah basically;
S: i think im gonna start liking dogs, cos cats are so boring! M: if we live together can we have a puppy please please....? S: ok, but we have to name it "bullshit" M: WTH?? nooo find a nicer name S: tinkerbawww! M: okay, perfect:)
went to mkn2 today and now im craving for some good, yummeh prata! and S and i decided that we should go spore in the holidays, and not only stay in bandung cos shes coming down. so anyone who feel like visiting bdg/spore please come and join us:) and yah, esp you N/cat-princess! i wanna bring you to some good bakso! please lah the one in jkt is so overpriced, un-authentic, and basically just not as nice as the one in bdg! not that i eat bakso (cos its beef!) but everyone reckons so!
i still remember exactly where this pic was taken! it was on the train to freo from S' house when we had the sleepover! i look so white, and i had gum in my mouth (not that its important)
more piccccs! urrr AMY, seriously?? 1. taking a shot at a broad daylight 2. while carrying her son?
shes not very popularrr. but her hermes bag is sooo yummy and look at the sleeves of her jumperr! i know im obssessed cos who the hell looks at the sleeve?
this ish for Y! cos im not into mishca, but i do have to mention that she looks extremely nice here. and ive always thought shes one of the very few people who looks nice with a bang! and btw S, new competition; thats your ex walking beside mishca.
and this is katherine, the chick from knocked up! purposely post this one up cos im totally in love with her skirt. its sooo adorable!
and last but not least, LC of the day:):) btw the bag its from her own lineee!
last laugh of the dayyyy:)
bye kid-deeeez!
Sunday 13 April 2008 @ 8:31 am
i know im supposed to be full-on studying for legalframework, but i JUST had to post this up:
SO WHAT DOES $35 MILLION GET YOU THESE DAYS?
Behold. Here we see Lucien Freud’s 1995 painting entitled “Benefits Supervisor Sleeping.” The painting, being auctioned by Christie’s, is expected to garner at least $35 million, breaking the current auction record held by any living artist.
says an explanatory article;
Freud’s depiction of Sue Tilley slumped asleep on a worn-out sofa with bulging flesh laid bare, is likely to excite collectors worldwide into parting with vast sums.
At 20 stone (127kg), Ms Tilley seemed an unlikely choice of muse for Freud, 85, one of Britain’s greatest living artists who has spoken of his “predilection towards people of unusual or strange proportions”.
Referring to the woman he affectionately calls “Big Sue”, Freud said he was “very aware of all kinds of spectacular things to do with her size, like amazing craters and things one’s never seen before”.
Congrats, rich people! You’ve outconfused the poor once again!
note to S; remember doing him as a interrelationship for our 2nd nude project?
Saturday 12 April 2008 @ 11:16 am
in an extremely emo mood and so clueless about everything. and sometimes i complain that people are depressed and they brought it upon themselves, but im pretty sure this time its because that thing is there and i know i cant do anything much about it. the world feels like a big heavy messy metal thing on your shoulder? and no one can help you and you know that you yourself cant help it. you just have to get through it and hopefully itll disappear? what happens when you keep bottling up your problems and one day it overloads?
on the brighter side, i have cleaned my room! spick and span finally! im not in the mood to write about how my day went except for the fact that it started from an okay-only day which gradually sunk to one of the worst day of the month. and to top all of that, during promnight today i sat beside a weirdo who kept making weird noises and for some reason there was no divider between us, it broke somehow. urgghh.
urmmm.. what else to blabber on about? let me see. there's a stressball on my bedside table resting against the lamp screaming "squeeze me! throw me! chuck me!". and beside it, is my fellow night company, sudoku book; something that can waste my time, make my eyes extremely tired therefore i can sleep while taking my minds off things. and let me see what else, oh my dear medicated clearing gel which doesnt really work that well cos pimples keep coming up. and a bottle of fijiwater which keeps making me go to the toilet and of course, i have my pathetic untouched legal framework study guide.
after a bad day theres always a good day after it.
i just realized that ive skipped two sundaychurches consecutively and perhaps thats the reason behind all these? i must go to church tomorrow no matter what. tomorrow is going to be a good productive day. i am fcking sure itll be.
Friday 11 April 2008 @ 1:36 pm
narcissist; cheeeeek-bones:):) tee-hee!
im not exactly sure what time is it now; it says 9;37pm right now when its suppose to be around 2? or perhaps three? most likely 4 though? S left like half and hour to an hour ago and im sitting down on the floor in front of the dressing table cos theres no other room to sit on anywhere else. my room's a total MESS, but its okay cos of my name therefore its acceptable, HAHA just let me be, its the time of the night
so the above three are supposed to go gym tomorrow this morning; so contradicting and as if i can wake up if i go to bed now? and C&S are still in BW, so tomorrow morning, it'll be us three to reach fitnessfirst the earliest, with extra puffyfatpandaeyes, running walking on like 0 incline and like 2.5speed on the treadmill.
either that or bed.
TODAY: went out with lovelies for latenight shopping! first it was Y, C, S & I then E joined us at about 7 something btw, she walked all the way from C's house to the city? W($*#*F?? we managed to shop for :perfumes, shoes, winter clothes, accessories etcetc. rather productive i must say. i love shopping with my lovelies, cos i love their criticisms and shit, more opinions the better. btw, i just realized that the reason we planned for a late night is to go supre cos Y&I need people like S&C to bring us there cos we dont know how to choose so we dont usually step in there. in the end;
M/Y: eh, where do you buy that? sooo nice! eh, is that from country road??? S/C: no, supre! how much did you buy yours M/Y: around $79 i think. S/C: HAH! $30 only!
then Y (in particular, me not so much compared to her), "SHIIIIIIT"
but anyway, we didnt end up going to supre cos our reservation was at 8pm and we were still at kingstreet shopping on that time. so we rushed back to carpark and headed to the yummykorean restaurant at east perth! ordered; 2 kimchee pancakes, 8 BONG BONG (damn yummy drink, there was only 6 of us but S and I had to go for seconds), 2 kimchee seafood fried rice, 1 bulgogi, 1 hot plate chicken set, 1 vegetarian bimbimbap, okay wait pause; i just opened the door for my brother and i asked him where he'd been the whole night, wth#1: he said "dota in curtin". then i called S to ask whether they're home and asleep yet? she didnt pick up so i assumed she is fast asleep cos S is the kind of person who's either talking on the phone or texting 24/7. so then i called C, and she picked up. wth#2: she said "sorry just now S couldnt pick up the phone cos she was playing blackjack. we're still in BW you want us to pick you up here?". anyway back to what we had for dinner; 1 bulgogi bimbimbap, 1 hotspicy kimchee seafood soup. and then we tried to guess the bill, the closest one shall win and she doesnt have to pay for dessert! and i guessed it right on the spot. C reckons its my lucky night and i should go to the casino cos of that but littleM here resisted:)
and this pic is especially for our little pin2 cos i realized that you're not in the collage btw it was not a favoritism thang, it was selected randomly, the collage
btw, Ma's going to retreat this monday for two nights and yeah for me and R1! he came home at 5 let me think what time i feel like coming back home:):)
LC of the day:); fiddling with her fashion line!
and another current liking of mine; oohhhhhh hawt!
oh yah! just for W only, all of us are going to the back to basics thingo:) just for you W! from no one going at all then we felt sympathetic towards you and cos all of us wanna see you know who we are all going. we actually paid&got the tickets already, oh wow we're so supportive:) and oh yah so at the same time we're looking for dresses too! but anyway the above dress is my favourit favourit favourite dress atm! i love pretty frills:) derek lam its like a grand plus plus in netaporter. how sad, i just wanna marry a rich old man so i can sign anything/anywhere under his name. id walk out of the shop with gazillion branded goodies while heading to my rangerover sports, ha i wish!
and oh sparkles are sooooo in! not necessarily liking her outfit, but she looks oh-so-damn-amazing!
one of very few times that Paris' outfit tickles my tastebud! i feel like getting a bedazzled-but-not-so-gordy ed hardy shirt! everyone in runs house wear themmmm and i see them in so many magazinnessss yummmeh!
and last but not least, syaz and i was reminiscing old times; ohh gawsh! all that change that were eaten up by the lovegetti machine!
its 5.45 and gym opens at 7. C called and S said that we're definitely going. i shall tape my eyelids so that it wont closes since its only an hour away.
toodles kiddies!
Sunday 6 April 2008 @ 9:22 am
econs or run's house?
Saturday 5 April 2008 @ 10:42 am
forget about my recent emo post. call me a loser but seriously, my girlies are one of the very few things that keep me sane:)its like my skinnyflatwhite/fatfreeredbull dose which now when i think about it, it has become my daily supplement; either one helps my day brighter. there is no day that i dont see at least one, usually two or three of my girlies every single day. seriously am enjoying the single life. the whole thing about single life is not only that you can talk/play/chill with other male creatures out there (thats probably only like 15% in my case), but the fact that you can see your girlies anytime you want and as much as you want:)
so karaoke was great! havent been there for ages, will post pics up soon *hinthint Y!. shouting our lungs off basically. Y singing to all these "hakunamatatas", "aye popeye the sailorman" and like everyone were just crazy&hyper, without any single drip of booze.
C says: I swear my voice will be gone when i wake up tmrw M says: haha.. mmmmmmm...... M says: me too M says: i hope it wont hurt though M says: im gonna buy packets of strepsils tmrw C says: no dont use strepsils!!! C says: it's not effective n actually hurts ur throat more in the long run apparently..
this is purposely included for S,Y and E. C said just get buttermenthol or like drink honey&lemon instead.
and oh yah Y, this is especially for you; Chorus Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans] Boots with the fur [With the fur] The whole club was lookin at her She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low
*i had to include this because she kept on singing APPLE freaking PIE instead!
so anyway, i was just looking through pictures and guess what i found; errr, like seriously?? (with S' tone) this is in london btw.
and how cute were the kids! this was on the way walking to the london eye and i saw this bunch of pre-school kids having like an excursion (taking the london eye too) and they were just the cutest bunch of kids. btw, when i think about it, how lucky are they! in indo, you go to some kampung and milk the cows for excursions. the difference between third-world and 1st, very disappointing.
i just miss it alot. i wish i can pack you guys in my luggage and show you guys how beautiful the city, the people, the food are.
thursday night at Y's. btw i havent been able to use it yet, cos havent unlocked it or something like that! urggh!
had accounting test today, and it was so shit. it was 35 MCQ questions and 80% of it were practical/calculations. so anyway, you know how i thought MCQs are much harder, cos you can roughly know which one to choose right? i mean you start eliminating the weird options and finally get down to one answer (or two, then you just ee-nee-mee-nee-mi-nee-mo them). but i swear, 90% of the freaking questions have
d.none of the above
seriously how to ee-nee-mee-nee-mi-nee-mo? i am so pissed cos i actually stayed up for it until 3am okay! not because im hardworking actually, cos of obvious reason; last minute work. am so so so sick of tests, had legal framework on friday (which i passed! dont ask me for my mark though, just be happy for me that i passed considering ive only started studying the night before and i didnt really have time to do topic4&5,oops). and add to all that, i have blardy econs blardy test on monday! and obv, i havent started studying. i will do it tomorrow, full on!
oh and also! today i had my test in the EJ big lecture room. and like there were hundreds and hundreds of people and there were four doors. i was one of the very last few to go in the room cos people just keep pushing and i just cbs. anyway so when i went in, 90% of them were sitting down and the lecturer had started explaining the test. so i found a seat quickly, put my bag/cardee/etc down on the floor. 10 mins through the test, this one B*adjudicators, tap my shoulder with her fat thumbs sorry for criticizing but i simply loathe her, and said;
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? put your stuff NOW all the way down in the front. great technique to fail an exam, huh?"
arggghhh. seriously, imagine this. youre under stress-cos-of-test condition, and an annoying sarcastic female comes up to you.
anyway i better go to sleep now. uh-oh! before that; a little taste of conrad wont hurt anybody:)
and, seriously jenny should just go and die? cmon look at the pic below, blair just outstand her. and i love her dress/top. its soooo prada, maybe it is prada?
and last but not least, this is a cover of a scarlett's cd. is it just me (cos im well known for being so outdated in music), or you guys too didnt know she can sing?
uh-oh and btw i found a new series to watch, YUMMEH! make me a supermodel**
the plan is to wake up early for Jesus early in the morning tomorrow, praise the Lord with my sunday routine buddy! then quick lunch then productive studying all the way!
Wednesday 2 April 2008 @ 10:20 am
i know this is extremely emo but seriously im so clueless about everything&everyone. i have enough of this crap, i have enough of people taking advantage of me, walking all over me but in the same time its unstoppable. am i suppose to be the one who has to change attitude? but isn't it their turn to do so, since they are in the wrong? its extremely annoying and upsetting when you realized that you've gotta deal with it since nothing can be done. some people are just simply bitter without themselves knowing.
arggh, it's so mind-bothering. and so i went to look for jared to ease my mind a little bit. guess what i found;
moosa// extremely disappointing says: sweet dreams C (Invisible) says: heart ache too but luckily immune C (Invisible) says: sweeter dreams for u. i dont dream i just sleep moosa// extremely disappointing says: im not gonna bring my comp upstairs or ill keep watching runs house
before i go, note to Y, E, S and whoever is going for late night tomorrow; you see i have 78475398475 accounting excercises/problem to do and 948943pages of readings and of course two whole topic of lecture slides to do. and that is only accounting. 2 and the half chapters to do for legalframework and of course, 9483294834hours of memorizing the damn thing. understanding is one thing and memorizing is another. so i'll skip thanks:) i shall be experimental, tomorrow im gonna go on a "how productive i am" project. i will wake up at around 12 (its 5 now, so 7 hours of sleep would be plenty) and sleep at 12 ish. i shall update you with the result tomorrow; 10hours being very productive and 0 being absolutely rubbish.
i.have.to.learn.how.to.not.do.work.last.minute.
Tuesday 1 April 2008 @ 12:07 pm
you got under my skin i got no strength at all in this state that im in and my knees are weak and my mouth cant speak fell too far this time
its the 928432times im playing that song, dont know why suddenly so obssessed. and btw, talking about songs. guess whats this little-so-unupdated-with-technology-girl gonna get tomorrow? an iphone! i swapped my itouch my my brother. he went to get it:) how nice is he, an old itouch swapped with a brand new iphone! isn't that like just the best deal? and im gonna get an optus no since C&S has always asked me too, cos of free time. but im still gonna keep my voda cos of the cap deals they have!
seriously, 1.a balenciaga bag 2.a range rover that is like the ultimate
m: *was saying something really sweet but i cant remember what* c: my heart literally went "STOP". m: did you stare too?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA do you guys get the joke? i really think that that was hillarioussss. C however was telling me how im extremely lame and how i get amused so easily. anyway speaking of jokes;
m: dad, im so sorry i kinda bought a gucci bag today d: oh, how much? m: 3500 and i bought it already. i used the card to swipe d: o..h... m: HAHAHA APRIL FOOLS d: dont lie, i bet in your heart youd wanna get it though? m: nooooo... d: well, dont worry im gonna go macau w your mom&uncle tonight
seriously, what else is there to do in macau except gambling? i mean, cmon even if there is other things to do, my dad is happily not to even have any little interest in them. he is a very busy person and hardworking. its like his office, except this one opens24 hours and he will try to maximize his trip. gambling is in my blood. its not my fault whenever i go to bw:)
yr9 camp with S&E btw, E stands for Esther,in case you forget who she is, she is the korean chick that got lost in dreamland s was over this afternoon and it was just the funniest conversation i had with her, reminiscing old times; so in year 9 camp we were just talking about our siblings and everything. it was like a whole group thing and we just went around introducing our families, getting to know each other. so i told them how i had a brother who passed away when he was really really young. somehow it was funny to E and S and because they laughed i laughed too. we couldnt stop laughing for literally more than 3 mins, and straight away the camp leader goes; M, E, & S tonight, you'll get the brooms and the plastic bin bag and clean the house. make sure every single litter is out of the bus, and use your torches for lights! anyway, below is a pic of s&e attempting to study. we went out to get some kfc instead:)
and this is for old time's sake; i just got this pic today, and oh gawd! 2 yrs have changed so much! we look so young and fresh last time, and now i look so old and saggy. anyway really, i dont get it how when two people break up, they totally lost in contact with each other? like this case, isnt it better if we forget about the bad things happened in the past and just laugh at all the stupid things we did? 2 yrs have changeddd so much!
awwww so cute. btw did you know that kate hudson is 28 but matthew is 39? but they look helllll good together!
last few thoughts; i miss london sooooo much! i miss the gloomy weather! i miss having cuppa teas with macarooons! i miss long bus rides from oxford to london i miss free breakfasts&wireless internet we get in the bus! i miss oxford circuit! i miss cheap clothes from primark! i miss marks&spencer food and how you do your own check out! i miss layers&layers of clothes and how you can never be too overlayered! i miss discovering new&exciting places every single day!
its 4:29am and i promised to go to gym with syaz early in the morning and i still have to do management work!
bye kiddies:)
ive got the above inspirations from the youtube video below.
urrr AMY, seriously??
shes not very popularrr. but her hermes bag is sooo yummy and look at the sleeves of her jumperr! i know im obssessed cos who the hell looks at the sleeve?
this ish for Y! cos im not into mishca, but i do have to mention that she looks extremely nice here. and ive always thought shes one of the very few people who looks nice with a bang! and btw S, new competition; thats your ex walking beside mishca.
and this is katherine, the chick from knocked up! purposely post this one up cos im totally in love with her skirt. its sooo adorable!
btw the bag its from her own lineee!
i just got this pic today, and oh gawd! 2 yrs have changed so much! we look so young and fresh last time, and now i look so old and saggy. anyway really, i dont get it how when two people break up, they totally lost in contact with each other? like this case, isnt it better if we forget about the bad things happened in the past and just laugh at all the stupid things we did? 2 yrs have changeddd so much!
i miss london sooooo much!