Thursday 31 July 2008 @ 11:11 am
i just wanna apologize first before you see it. i only have the trial version, have to make use of it before my 30-day runs out!
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goodnight kiddies!
Wednesday 30 July 2008 @ 3:09 pm
i was gonna write up a long post since i havent been blogging for ages. BUT brain's not working and i was exploring my new notebook........
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goodnight kiddies!
Monday 28 July 2008 @ 1:43 am
i just reached this morning at 8am and wow im all settled with uni fees (1) and i went to marketing lecture (2)!!!!!
u dont see this side of me very often
Saturday 26 July 2008 @ 3:45 pm
the tracks that im listening to from specific albums, i chose it without me realizing who they remind me of.
Monday 21 July 2008 @ 12:54 pm
today was office with my parents then after work my dad was like "M, company me to driving range now. call the maid to bring your shoes to the place", and thank God, we're in the clothing business; i was wearing a shirtdress so i just took random shorts from the piles and put it on and tuck the dress in.
you know i have been having many many many thoughts about myself. how i appear in front of people, my acts, my character and my attitude. maybe this is because ive been away from Perth for too long and also because the people here is different. life is a joke a big big big joke. funny how what's important and what's not differs in the two countries that i live in. am i suppose to suit the lifestyle in Indo, or the one in Perth? or maybe because there's new people, they make me feel so, urm different? on the other hand, the perthians/usual crew reckons i am different now that i'm in Indo.
i hate false hope.
but i hate myself more for thinking that there was a hope in the first place.
M, well done you've done it again.
maybe, it is time for a change after all.
tomorrow is driving range again at 11am, and i WILL wake up for it. my dad goes "when you go back to Perth keep playing". he doesnt know what happens to my golf clubs. clee you will lend me urs right (puss-in-boots-from-shrek pity face)?? no more "its too hot too play let's cancel" crap alrighty pals?
goodnight kiddies
Friday 18 July 2008 @ 1:59 am
after every bad day, always appear a good day. not that everything is settled, is just that it's now permanent (stamped & chopped in my head) that some problems cannot be solved. you just have to ignore them and prioritize yourself into other things and before you even know it, the problems will disappear by itself.
p.s: clee, really what the fuuuk r u doing in commerce?
hopefully the rest of the day will be great. even though there are humps that i will have to overcome today, "dear God, please let today be better than yesterday?".
i'm now in my parents office and WOW the internet is actually really really quick! not bad kampung not bad. i am craving for some really good skinny flat white and the only place i can get it from is starbucks (cos the others are way tooooo sweet, indos cant drink bitter coffee). BUT, the nearest starbuck coffee is still so far, and im too lazy to drive there. and if i ask the driver to get it for me, by the time he reach here it wont be at the temperature i want it to be and i wont enjoy it that much. so how? dilemma dilemma.
my sms to clee when i was on the way here;
clee! im driving the car again n the cd in it still sya cristal2! the one that i stole:) yeeeha!
her reply was;
a thief will always be a thief.. steal my pencils ruler CDs! Omg yknow after talking to u i fell asleep again n just woke up now omg u were in my dream u were stopping me from eating my Brie cheese and crackers n u were like 'enough eating.. Enough!". WTH YOU BITCH!
really; my friends/dudes/pals are the ones that keep me sane. this is why i dont get bored in indo. anyway everyone really should get a blackberry than we can chat instead of sms everywhere (which is free) and we can even send voice clips and pictures yeeha!
mom and i like 3 mins ago:)
i feel like a hearty breakfast, i feel like just pressing 94507*** and go "hello can we please have breakfast then shopping at claremont tmrw. ill pick you up at 10.30 i dont care you have to go LALALLALALALLALA(ignoring her reply) ok bye see you tomorrow!"
perth perth pertttttttth
goodafternoon kiddies!
p.s the word (free) was highlighted in red for my dear friend Y.
Thursday 17 July 2008 @ 11:19 am
how come what used to be the most comforting place has turn into something that i dare not step into?
Wednesday 16 July 2008 @ 10:43 am
21, 21, 21?? blackjackk??
28?!! tooo many!!
my favourite time of the day is between 1400-1700. it is when everyone's out of the house and its the only three hours of the day that i can be alone. it's so frustrating how others just don't get it how some people like to be alone, its even more disappointing when the "others" i'm referring to are those who are very close to your heart. today was all about fights&confrontations and buckets of tears. when you've cried so much in the day, every little thing that gets in the way will just make you tear in a snap. but don't worry, i've come to a point where i tear no more.
i hate how there is such thing as "authority". just because so and so is older it doesnt mean that whatever comes out from their mouth is right. you fight and fight so much trying to tell them what's going on but it's worthless. why? 1, they still think they are right whatever it is so they don't even bother listening to you they just expect you to agree with them or 2, they KNOW that THEY are wrong, but just because they are much older they feel embarrassed to lose the battle.
THEN, when a 3rd person comes in and listen to the confrontation, authority doesn't really work anymore. they just see the problem as it is, without keeping in mind who's older or what. the one who's at fault owns up even before letting the 3rd person finished understanding the whole matter. the thing that hurt the most is this part, the part where the one who's at fault goes
"OKAY FINE IM THE ONE WHO'S WRONG. YOU'RE RIGHT OKAY. I CAN'T ALWAYS BE PERFECT CAN I? AFTER ALL IM SO MUCH OLDER AND I'VE GOT MORE THINGS ON MY MIND THAN YOU DO, happy now?"
why can't you start it with the word "sorry". something so short and easy to say yet extremely powerful. are you too selfish to put your ego down and say the word?
in the first place, you know that you're wrong, why bother to start a fight? why be so selfish and not express your true thoughts&feelings just because you feel like proving someone wrong when they are clearly not?
i wish i can go back to Perth as soon as possible. the next day is never a better/more interesting one, in fact it gets more and more mundane. sorry if you can't contact me the whole of today, it was running low on batt, and since im so heckcare about anything&everything, i couldn't even be bothered charging it.
thank God i have my friends to keep me sane, really.
and thank God for skype too. the dude who invented it is a genius.
goodnight kiddies
Friday 11 July 2008 @ 5:31 am
small talk:
r shows off his new jazz cds in his car
"come fly with me lets fly lets fly awayy..."
m: this is not the michael buble version is it?
r: this is john stevens
m: theres another dude who can sing: tony bennett
r: no lah, tony and guy better
m: rian wth?
r: really lah, he's better at cutting hair
?!?___
Wednesday 9 July 2008 @ 8:50 am
all good things start with M
MCGRIDDLES
(something that i dreamt of last night)
MACBOOK
(something that i still dont know how to utilize properly)
MACAROONS
(something that i am craving for now now now now now)
btw, my six days of sunny singapore will be on my next post hopefully (as long as the dude comes tonight to install some kind of program that can collage pictures.
i saw some macadamia nuts in the fridge last night, im gonna go for ingredients shopping and im gonna bake some subway white choc macadamia nuts cookies!
rian dont usually ever smoke in front of my parents. but this time, they forced him to since he was constipated, n obviously he willingly did it. i miss orchardrd/singapore:( yknow, this is the first time the whole family (for of us) have ever been in spore since a long long time, 1997 perhaps?
Monday 7 July 2008 @ 6:26 am
Semester 1, 2008 Results
Semester 1, 2008 Results will be available via the
OASIS Results page on Wednesday, 9th July at 5pm
Thursday 3 July 2008 @ 2:48 pm
Pisces HoroscopeWhat appear to be minor issues or simple changes are actually the beginning of a cycle of review and re-evaluation that will dramatically reshape elements of your life. In some cases this has already begun. In others, however, certain objectives you'd assumed were impossible are suddenly within reach. Obviously this requires thought, and if you decide to proceed, serious reorganisation. And then there are others. Instead of worrying about keeping them happy, speak frankly of your goals. Those who truly love you will be amazingly supportive.
wow.
Thursday 31 July 2008 @ 11:11 am
i just wanna apologize first before you see it. i only have the trial version, have to make use of it before my 30-day runs out!
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goodnight kiddies!
Wednesday 30 July 2008 @ 3:09 pm
i was gonna write up a long post since i havent been blogging for ages. BUT brain's not working and i was exploring my new notebook........
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-goodnight kiddies!
Monday 28 July 2008 @ 1:43 am
i just reached this morning at 8am and wow im all settled with uni fees (1) and i went to marketing lecture (2)!!!!!
u dont see this side of me very often
Saturday 26 July 2008 @ 3:45 pm
the tracks that im listening to from specific albums, i chose it without me realizing who they remind me of.
Monday 21 July 2008 @ 12:54 pm
today was office with my parents then after work my dad was like "M, company me to driving range now. call the maid to bring your shoes to the place", and thank God, we're in the clothing business; i was wearing a shirtdress so i just took random shorts from the piles and put it on and tuck the dress in.
you know i have been having many many many thoughts about myself. how i appear in front of people, my acts, my character and my attitude. maybe this is because ive been away from Perth for too long and also because the people here is different. life is a joke a big big big joke. funny how what's important and what's not differs in the two countries that i live in. am i suppose to suit the lifestyle in Indo, or the one in Perth? or maybe because there's new people, they make me feel so, urm different? on the other hand, the perthians/usual crew reckons i am different now that i'm in Indo.
i hate false hope.
but i hate myself more for thinking that there was a hope in the first place.
M, well done you've done it again.
maybe, it is time for a change after all.
tomorrow is driving range again at 11am, and i WILL wake up for it. my dad goes "when you go back to Perth keep playing". he doesnt know what happens to my golf clubs. clee you will lend me urs right (puss-in-boots-from-shrek pity face)?? no more "its too hot too play let's cancel" crap alrighty pals?
goodnight kiddies
Friday 18 July 2008 @ 1:59 am
after every bad day, always appear a good day. not that everything is settled, is just that it's now permanent (stamped & chopped in my head) that some problems cannot be solved. you just have to ignore them and prioritize yourself into other things and before you even know it, the problems will disappear by itself.
p.s: clee, really what the fuuuk r u doing in commerce?
hopefully the rest of the day will be great. even though there are humps that i will have to overcome today, "dear God, please let today be better than yesterday?".
i'm now in my parents office and WOW the internet is actually really really quick! not bad kampung not bad. i am craving for some really good skinny flat white and the only place i can get it from is starbucks (cos the others are way tooooo sweet, indos cant drink bitter coffee). BUT, the nearest starbuck coffee is still so far, and im too lazy to drive there. and if i ask the driver to get it for me, by the time he reach here it wont be at the temperature i want it to be and i wont enjoy it that much. so how? dilemma dilemma.
my sms to clee when i was on the way here;
clee! im driving the car again n the cd in it still sya cristal2! the one that i stole:) yeeeha!
her reply was;
a thief will always be a thief.. steal my pencils ruler CDs! Omg yknow after talking to u i fell asleep again n just woke up now omg u were in my dream u were stopping me from eating my Brie cheese and crackers n u were like 'enough eating.. Enough!". WTH YOU BITCH!
really; my friends/dudes/pals are the ones that keep me sane. this is why i dont get bored in indo. anyway everyone really should get a blackberry than we can chat instead of sms everywhere (which is free) and we can even send voice clips and pictures yeeha!
mom and i like 3 mins ago:)
i feel like a hearty breakfast, i feel like just pressing 94507*** and go "hello can we please have breakfast then shopping at claremont tmrw. ill pick you up at 10.30 i dont care you have to go LALALLALALALLALA(ignoring her reply) ok bye see you tomorrow!"
perth perth pertttttttth
goodafternoon kiddies!
p.s the word (free) was highlighted in red for my dear friend Y.
Thursday 17 July 2008 @ 11:19 am
how come what used to be the most comforting place has turn into something that i dare not step into?
Wednesday 16 July 2008 @ 10:43 am
21, 21, 21?? blackjackk??
28?!! tooo many!!
my favourite time of the day is between 1400-1700. it is when everyone's out of the house and its the only three hours of the day that i can be alone. it's so frustrating how others just don't get it how some people like to be alone, its even more disappointing when the "others" i'm referring to are those who are very close to your heart. today was all about fights&confrontations and buckets of tears. when you've cried so much in the day, every little thing that gets in the way will just make you tear in a snap. but don't worry, i've come to a point where i tear no more.
i hate how there is such thing as "authority". just because so and so is older it doesnt mean that whatever comes out from their mouth is right. you fight and fight so much trying to tell them what's going on but it's worthless. why? 1, they still think they are right whatever it is so they don't even bother listening to you they just expect you to agree with them or 2, they KNOW that THEY are wrong, but just because they are much older they feel embarrassed to lose the battle.
THEN, when a 3rd person comes in and listen to the confrontation, authority doesn't really work anymore. they just see the problem as it is, without keeping in mind who's older or what. the one who's at fault owns up even before letting the 3rd person finished understanding the whole matter. the thing that hurt the most is this part, the part where the one who's at fault goes
"OKAY FINE IM THE ONE WHO'S WRONG. YOU'RE RIGHT OKAY. I CAN'T ALWAYS BE PERFECT CAN I? AFTER ALL IM SO MUCH OLDER AND I'VE GOT MORE THINGS ON MY MIND THAN YOU DO, happy now?"
why can't you start it with the word "sorry". something so short and easy to say yet extremely powerful. are you too selfish to put your ego down and say the word?
in the first place, you know that you're wrong, why bother to start a fight? why be so selfish and not express your true thoughts&feelings just because you feel like proving someone wrong when they are clearly not?
i wish i can go back to Perth as soon as possible. the next day is never a better/more interesting one, in fact it gets more and more mundane. sorry if you can't contact me the whole of today, it was running low on batt, and since im so heckcare about anything&everything, i couldn't even be bothered charging it.
thank God i have my friends to keep me sane, really.
and thank God for skype too. the dude who invented it is a genius.
goodnight kiddies
Friday 11 July 2008 @ 5:31 am
small talk:
r shows off his new jazz cds in his car
"come fly with me lets fly lets fly awayy..."
m: this is not the michael buble version is it?
r: this is john stevens
m: theres another dude who can sing: tony bennett
r: no lah, tony and guy better
m: rian wth?
r: really lah, he's better at cutting hair
?!?___
Wednesday 9 July 2008 @ 8:50 am
all good things start with M
MCGRIDDLES
(something that i dreamt of last night)
MACBOOK
(something that i still dont know how to utilize properly)
MACAROONS
(something that i am craving for now now now now now)
btw, my six days of sunny singapore will be on my next post hopefully (as long as the dude comes tonight to install some kind of program that can collage pictures.
i saw some macadamia nuts in the fridge last night, im gonna go for ingredients shopping and im gonna bake some subway white choc macadamia nuts cookies!
rian dont usually ever smoke in front of my parents. but this time, they forced him to since he was constipated, n obviously he willingly did it. i miss orchardrd/singapore:( yknow, this is the first time the whole family (for of us) have ever been in spore since a long long time, 1997 perhaps?
Monday 7 July 2008 @ 6:26 am
Semester 1, 2008 Results
Semester 1, 2008 Results will be available via the
OASIS Results page on Wednesday, 9th July at 5pm
Thursday 3 July 2008 @ 2:48 pm
Pisces HoroscopeWhat appear to be minor issues or simple changes are actually the beginning of a cycle of review and re-evaluation that will dramatically reshape elements of your life. In some cases this has already begun. In others, however, certain objectives you'd assumed were impossible are suddenly within reach. Obviously this requires thought, and if you decide to proceed, serious reorganisation. And then there are others. Instead of worrying about keeping them happy, speak frankly of your goals. Those who truly love you will be amazingly supportive.
wow.
goodnight kiddies!
btw, my six days of sunny singapore will be on my next post hopefully (as long as the dude comes tonight to install some kind of program that can collage pictures. 