Tuesday, 29 April 2008 @ 4:10 pm
when bad things happen unexpectedly ill ask God; "what did i do to deserve this?", then ill think hard of many reasons (no matter how small or big it was or even how significant it was) why God punishes me. i believe that every bad day brings a good day, and of course vice versa, and yes, i do hold that principle every time, and i seem to be doing alright with it.
so why write such thing in a post?
i have not yet apply the same principle to the people around me, both family&friends. when i see one getting hurt by somebody, i just blamed it all to that "somebody". i rarely think of a list of possibilities why he/she was getting hurt in the first place? in the end of the day, i learn to despise the "somebody" very much that sometimes it gets a little too overboard. yes, other people have taught me to be more "careful" when pitying someone just because they look pathetic in front of me, but yes, i'm still so stubborn to listen to them. The joke gets even funnier when not only i get reminded over and over again not to easily pity someone by my close peers, but also by people who's outside the circle.
At the end of the day, two possible outcomes arise:
1. get laughed at by the sensible ones as they go "see, i told you."
2. getting agitated at myself for being so dumb in the first place.
and this happens almost every single time something happens (especially to one particular person). i know that this is something that I, myself have to learn how to handle. fights, confrontations and conflicts are never-ending. i have to learn how to look at the situation from another person's point of view. i can't always listen to the "victim" and only trust the words that come out from their mouth. i have to learn to be much more careful.
ive been listening to this song over and over again, and now i know the exact Person whom i shall dedicate this song too. not someone you will expect it to be. nowadays, i randomly burst into laughters thinking of how dumb i am believing what people say entirely.
apology for such a long draggy post, someone please ask me what time is it now?
its exactly 0721hours and im awake!
NO! not because i didnt sleep, i woke up around 6 something A.M., after a good long night of deep sleep. M is back to her normal sleeping pattern!
my plans for the day shall be;
-clean my room after updating blog
-finish watching australia's next top model epi 1
-by 1000hrs everything should be spick and span, then jump to the shower
-1030hrs leave the house for garbo (seriously ive bene craving for some salmon+bagel for breakky)
-1100hrs ill be in curtin uni, meeting up with pyn2 for our group ass.
-1400hrs management tutorial w that meibitch
-1530hrs go back to hibiscus to do more group ass.
plus, i think we all should watch forgetting sarahmarshall today. its like a treat for studying so hard in the day (yes i will be studying hard, no doubts).
Garden City (WA)
Forgetting Sarah Marshall [MA15+]
12.00pm, 2.20pm, 7.10pm, 9.30pm
Carousel
Forgetting Sarah Marshall [MA15+]
12.00pm, 2.30pm, 4.50pm, 7.10pm, 9.30pm
this is random but;
things that id do this very second if i have the money, the time & (the perfect company.)
1. go to london, do more sightseeing, pull funny faces in front of the still armies in front of the palace:D two months in london last dec was simply not enough!
2. go bungee jumping with steph. we've talked about doing crazy things so many times but still never had the time to do it! june shall be it girl!
3. go watch the world cup or some soccer matches in UK or wherever it is, not because i like it, just for the sake of saying "i have" with a big proud smile when people ask me if i have ever watch a live football match. even more satisfying if the questioner wants to go badly but havent had the chance yet.
4. go paris, buy those scooter, ride like mad through the small alleys!
5. maybe stop by in Brussels to have their famous street waffles! haha, believe it or not i, i can actually imagine the outfit, from head to toe, i'll be wearing if i go on such trips. typical me typical me
6. milan with Y to finally have the ultimate shopping experience ever, with an unlimited credit card of course.
7. sit at the front row of marc jacobs show. you know actually this will be in my have2do-list-before-i-die, watching a world known fashion show from a front row seats, i dont know how and when it will happen, but i know that i will one day. even if i have to fake myself as a reporter or whatever shit, i will.
8. go back indo just for two days to meet papi and mami, ive missed them so much nowadays:(
was browsing netaporter last minute and i found some yummy things;
anyone feel like throwing money??:):)
chloe saskia patchwork pouchette
this is my ultimate want-to-buy-this-moment. even kate borsworth has one:):)
bally margana slouch boots
doesnt it look oh so comfortabllee? its about 800 pounds!
marcjacobs asterreverseble jacket
ive been looking for a navy blazer with white lining, but this one is good enough:)
okay, now as i scroll up, i realized that this post IS extremely long. im gonna clean up my room now, shower then go to class, i think ill skip garden city and get some take away coffee instead. grandma just came into my room with scrambled eggs for breakfast. smoked salmon+bagels is postponed to another day, again:(
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.
bye kiddies:)