Saturday, 12 April 2008 @ 11:16 am
in an extremely emo mood and so clueless about everything. and sometimes i complain that people are depressed and they brought it upon themselves, but im pretty sure this time its because that thing is there and i know i cant do anything much about it. the world feels like a big heavy messy metal thing on your shoulder? and no one can help you and you know that you yourself cant help it. you just have to get through it and hopefully itll disappear? what happens when you keep bottling up your problems and one day it overloads?
on the brighter side, i have cleaned my room! spick and span finally!
im not in the mood to write about how my day went except for the fact that it started from an okay-only day which gradually sunk to one of the worst day of the month. and to top all of that, during promnight today i sat beside a weirdo who kept making weird noises and for some reason there was no divider between us, it broke somehow. urgghh.
urmmm.. what else to blabber on about? let me see.
there's a stressball on my bedside table resting against the lamp screaming "squeeze me! throw me! chuck me!". and beside it, is my fellow night company, sudoku book; something that can waste my time, make my eyes extremely tired therefore i can sleep while taking my minds off things. and let me see what else, oh my dear medicated clearing gel which doesnt really work that well cos pimples keep coming up. and a bottle of fijiwater which keeps making me go to the toilet and of course, i have my pathetic untouched legal framework study guide.
after a bad day theres always a good day after it.
i just realized that ive skipped two sundaychurches consecutively and perhaps thats the reason behind all these? i must go to church tomorrow no matter what. tomorrow is going to be a good productive day. i am fcking sure itll be.