Monday, 21 July 2008 @ 12:54 pm
today was office with my parents then after work my dad was like "M, company me to driving range now. call the maid to bring your shoes to the place", and thank God, we're in the clothing business; i was wearing a shirtdress so i just took random shorts from the piles and put it on and tuck the dress in.
you know i have been having many many many thoughts about myself. how i appear in front of people, my acts, my character and my attitude. maybe this is because ive been away from Perth for too long and also because the people here is different. life is a joke a big big big joke. funny how what's important and what's not differs in the two countries that i live in. am i suppose to suit the lifestyle in Indo, or the one in Perth? or maybe because there's new people, they make me feel so, urm different? on the other hand, the perthians/usual crew reckons i am different now that i'm in Indo.
i hate false hope.
but i hate myself more for thinking that there was a hope in the first place.
M, well done you've done it again.
maybe, it is time for a change after all.
tomorrow is driving range again at 11am, and i WILL wake up for it. my dad goes "when you go back to Perth keep playing". he doesnt know what happens to my golf clubs. clee you will lend me urs right (puss-in-boots-from-shrek pity face)?? no more "its too hot too play let's cancel" crap alrighty pals?
goodnight kiddies