you think i need your attitude tonight? i've got plenty of people who are far more expert at giving me a really fucking hard time.
Sunday, 27 January 2008 @ 8:38 am
sorry for the last post.
you know when you have a mind-bothering situation and you just need to talk to someone, well i had one of those just yesterday. i had to type it here cos, i cant let out my problems to anyone here. and i know you guys, are the most helpful ones, trusted ones, patient ones, who'll gladly listen to my blabbers (eventhough you know that its gonna be the same thing every single conversation, you guys will at least pretend that youre into it). i just feel the safest when i let out all my secrets to you bab
im pretty sure that you guys know what it is, and i know that icemint will be the most disappointed one out of all you. but its alright, im over it. i am just pissed at (lets call him/her, dh for dickhead), for being so nice and sweet at the start, and of course it was my fault too for trusting dh.
so last night, my housemate's classmate from london came over to stay at our place (she is portuguese btw). apparently she was travelling the whole of UK or something like that, and so, oxford was her first stop. anyway, she cooked extra delicious spaghetti for us for dinner. then at 10 something or so, we wanted to show her the nightlife here. so we went to this bar/lounge which i cant remember the place, but it was pretty nice and we had drinks. i remembered being extra quiet in the car on the way there. people kept asking me if was ok? or are you sleepy? but the truth was that i was still extremely pissed off. anyway, then when we were sitting, theres this angmoh dude (from another group) came to sit beside me cos there werent any space left. anyway, then we started talking about oxford n stuff (cos what else can we talk about), then so i asked him what other good bars in oxford (i was really really running out of conversation topics). then he said something like "the turf" if im not wrong.him: have you been there?
me: no
him: its really old, but they have the best beers, you should try someday
me: ok.....
him: you know whats the history of that place?
me: urmm, no. why, tell me about it
him: you know when bllclntn (had to use initials just in case. btw, hes the ex-prsdnt of US) was young, he used to study in oxford. he used to go to that bar and smoke weed. then went he was gonna be elected, people ask him whether he was free of drugs? he said yes. but when one of his old friend mentioned the turf bar cos he wanted to sabotage him, BC answered "yes i had them. but i didnt inhale any"
me: what a silly answer
seriously, please lah. mr bc i know you can come up with a better answer! but still, i love him much more than gb.
ok anyway, then after that we went to my housemate's boyfriends house cos we got bored of the bar and it was a saturday night so all the other bars in town is fully packed by students (as mentioned before, oxford is a student city). so then there were like 5 of us (i think) and frankly speaking i was abit off myself (pretty much what i did in icemints sleepover when you guys made me realize that blah blah blah). i slept from 5am till like 11am cos my mobile rang. it accidentally woke my housemate too so we had a little chat, talking bout last night, before i headed back to my house.
her: you remember what happened last night?
me: yeah pretty much. well i know that i definitely didnt do anything stupid
her: yeah yeah, you didnt do anything. but you were so pissed at DH.
me: hah? really, how did you know?
well, apparently, i talked about dh alot. there were the most swearings i have ever let out in a five hour period in my whole lifetime. and i didnt even talked to the group as a whole, i actually came up to them individually to talk about it. and i even showed them on the comp all the proof of him for being such a dh.
i am so dumb.
was talking to tide this morning (her aft), and im so glad that we had the conversation. not that anyones hasnt told me before(pratically each and every single one of my supper friends have mentioned this), but tide, once again emphasized that i shouldnt be regretting this at all. after all if i hadnt gone through all this, i wont wake up and realized that it is the real world, and theres many DHs in the world and this has taught me a lesson and if it werent for this, ill never learn my lesson:) so thanks babies, thats one of the gazillion reasons why im so glad that i went to MLC otherwise i wouldnt have met you guys.
anyway, i was looking at my friends profile pic on facebook, and the picture was of her and her friends happily eating watermelons. i havent eaten watermelon for ages okay. and i dont think that they have it here, im pretty sure it grows better on tropical countries, hot summery weather. i feel like the semi circle, thinly cut, fresh, juicy red, thirst-quenching watermelon.
on the 7th of feb;
1. im gonna call my driver in indo (hes damn good at choosing the best fruits and he knows where to get the good ones) to buy me the best watermelon in town.
2. call my maid to put those fine watermelons in the fridge, and make sure i specifically say the fridge not the freezer (cos i remember her putting durians in the freezer) in the midnight so that when i arrive in bandung i can munch the superlicious watermelons away without it being too soggy.
3. and then im gonna ask my maid to change my bedsheets and make sure that my special-made pillows (i hate it when its too soft or too hard) and my bolsters (omg, i miss having bolsters!), and also make sure i have my extra comfy bedcover (not the ones that my mom buy cos she thinks that they have nice patterns and they have like extra thick stitchings which irritates me at night) all on the bed, and my pijamas (which has to be washed the day before cos i love the smell, and somehow overseas i can never make my clothings smell that good, and they have to be perfectly ironed) all on the bed. then i will also ask her to turn on the aircon an hour before i reach home so that itll be nice and cold when i jump in the bed...
ahhh, all these pleasure which can only be found in indo:)
anyway, so ive finished america's next top model, and currently im watching project runway canada! im loving all these reality shows! if anyone knows a good one, please do recommend me:) itll keep me company when i have really really bad insomnia.
talked to nadirah on skype just then, and the connection is so clear and you can webcam at the same time. skype is one of the best thing ever i swear. its so damn cheap if you call international (you just top up 10 bucks and you can use it to call anyone for hours), and even better, when the other person has skype, its free!
im such a freak and skype should be paying me for this, but seriously its so damn excellente
havent talked to her for like 2weeks++! great to catch up with her, and as usual, typical catprincess' obsession, guess what she talked to me about.
she said shes gonna have a cat in melb, and was telling me that these were the types cats that she have considered. i told her that the second one is so damn cute. eventhough i hate cats, i told her that id dare to touch it if she gets that one. where else if she gets the first one, not only i wont touch it, i wont even dare to step in her house. also, i told her that if lets say i get her a cat for her bday, or if anyone gets her one, ill buy a nametag for it before she receives it so that she wont be able to change the name, and name her "millie". is it from the princess diaries? or maybe not cant remember. itd be so adorable. you can call it "mimi", and at the same time, michybaby will respond too:) haha, jokes. she said that she was gonna call it depending on the colour, if its black itll be "coffee" and so on. so typical, lah. and also we were talking about syazzs cat and we're like its sooo syaz to call it "fluffy",ha!its 9;21 pm now and i shall go clean the house, vacuum blah blah blah cos its so damn messy, and i know its so me to be messy but to have a clean surrounding shall be my in thang for 2008.
also, nadirah you promised me that if you go back malaysia before you go to melb, and if you go to jkt for at least 3 days, you have to stop by bandung. we've talked about having cheap good satisfying massages in bandung, and baby its time to get real! and syaz, dont you get away with this too. you said that you'll try to go bandung before perth!
and to all these people;
amelia
eepyn
michybaby
when are you gonna give me your addresses. you know, i just realized that these are the ones who is #1 in handing up assignments in mlc. but man, it takes like 45897543years for me to get your freaking address!
even with the smiles on the first collage up there, ill rather have this company:
when partying hard like a rockstar!(p.s, eventhough yulyn look freaking sick in the picture, i know she'll have no complains about it cos guess what, her peeloh an eeyore is in it too)
and also, in addition to yulyns post;
in about ten yearsssss;
- even if we have turned into bitches, i dont think we will towards each other. i mean, we have our own little bitches attitude in ourselves, but we know the limit if its around the group:)
- not only we will compare who has the richest husband, we will also talk about who has the best butt (definitely will happen), but of course, without his wife in the conversation. haha, im sorry but cmon lah its so true.
- and syaz, will definitely pretend to go to the toilet when she is actually out to the car park to look at whos car will have the biggest rims.
-and of course me and cristal will discuss whose car is more expensive. dont worry cristal, you'll win, cos you wont be able to see my car there, ill travel by helicopter by then.
-not only we will talk about whos wearing the cheapest dress, but also who wears the most expensive shoes or the most couture outfits.
-yulyn. im going to say this once ok. if in ten years, you still bring your peeloh around (and dont you give me this excuse; its not mine, its shin's; cos thatll be her future son's name apparently),
-also, one of the gatherings will be at my place. i will send my private jet to everyones city to personally pick you guys up.
love you babies:)