Saturday, 16 August 2008 @ 4:09 am
i know it's not the end of the week yet, there's still roughly 29hours to go but let me reflect on my rather strange week so far. monday was arranging S' room makeover surprise, tuesday was a full day at school which ended at 7pm, wednesday i sent my grandma to her doc's appointment at 8am in the morning (and btw when i went there, the nurse told us that her appointment was actually on the 13th of aug 200
7 a nd the last two weekdays of the week is rather strange. on thursday, i woke up feeling down and the whole day just got worse. after some comforting heart to heart talk and sorting out with what's going on with mom, the day turned upside down. it became the happiest day i've ever had since a long long time.
friday on the other hand, what a beautiful day it was! dinner with the commons was very entertaining, the last time we did that was like back in March? and then the night got better and better and suddenly it was like a roller coaster ride, suddenly everything became a mess. no one to blame except myself. perhaps it's not a big deal for the majority, but for me it was. a mistake that i've done, a mistake that i have to admit to myself, a mistake that i have to learn from, and finally a mistake that i have to stop thinking about, not letting it run around through my mind.
i need to wake up.
i need to grow up.
i need to move on.
i need to change.
i need to do them now.
Saturday, 16 August 2008 @ 4:09 am
i know it's not the end of the week yet, there's still roughly 29hours to go but let me reflect on my rather strange week so far. monday was arranging S' room makeover surprise, tuesday was a full day at school which ended at 7pm, wednesday i sent my grandma to her doc's appointment at 8am in the morning (and btw when i went there, the nurse told us that her appointment was actually on the 13th of aug 200
7 a nd the last two weekdays of the week is rather strange. on thursday, i woke up feeling down and the whole day just got worse. after some comforting heart to heart talk and sorting out with what's going on with mom, the day turned upside down. it became the happiest day i've ever had since a long long time.
friday on the other hand, what a beautiful day it was! dinner with the commons was very entertaining, the last time we did that was like back in March? and then the night got better and better and suddenly it was like a roller coaster ride, suddenly everything became a mess. no one to blame except myself. perhaps it's not a big deal for the majority, but for me it was. a mistake that i've done, a mistake that i have to admit to myself, a mistake that i have to learn from, and finally a mistake that i have to stop thinking about, not letting it run around through my mind.
i need to wake up.
i need to grow up.
i need to move on.
i need to change.
i need to do them now.
