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urggggh
Tuesday, 8 January 2008 @ 7:04 am

you know at times when i think about you just for a little bit,
everything disappears all of a sudden, and why is that?
cos all the horrible memories start to haunt me back.
we did have many many many wonderful memories,
but all the bitter ones overpower them

and why are you still doing all these stupid things?
i don't give a damn at all.
you can shout for all you want.
get drunk for all you want.
hook up with all the girls (stupid ones of course, duh).
i d o n t f u c k i n g c a r e

first i thought we could still talk,
and no i wasn't the one who suggested that.
you were.
you were the one who keeps crawling back.
but now you are just one selfish asshole.
and no, not only selfish,
proud, disgusting, stingy,
rough, very stingy, thick-skinned,
extremely stingy, bad-tempered, rude
a s s h o l e

you think you're so fucking big,
you think you're all that.
stop lying to people around you.
stop acting so damn big
stop acting as if you're so mature
stop acting like you're expert in all aspects of life
and stop criticizing the people around you
you ain't that great
great is not in your vocabulary
asshole is probably the only word.

urggggh
i feel so much better
i know no one except you guys read my blog
:):):):):)